Sunday, 5th April 2026 | Safar Nama 🌙✨
“Nee – The Bride to Be 💫”
Aaj subah bhi wahi heaviness ke saath aankh khuli…
bilkul kal jaisa.
Dil mein ek quiet sadness hai aajkal…aur uske saath thodi si anxiety bhi.
Pata nahi kyun…shayad Abbu ghar par nahi hai isliye,ya phir bas mera dimaag phir se overthink kar raha hai.
Lekin jo bhi ho…din toh start karna hi tha.
Breakfast ke baad main apni usual routine mein chali gayi —ya honestly bolu toh apni bad habit mein.
Without thinking, phone uthaya…aur bas usmein kho gayi.
Aajkal yeh automatic ho gaya hai.
Par beech mein ek second ke liye ruk kar maine khud se poocha —
“Main sach mein sad hu… ya bas lost hu?”
Phir mujhe yaad aaya…Aaj koi normal din nahi hai.
Aaj Nee ka din hai —meri bride-to-be 💫
Aur sach bolu…yeh soch ke andar kuch shift hua.
Main properly ready hui, nahaya bhi (jo honestly ek achievement jaisa laga 😄)
Aur maine Nee ke liye ek chhota sa letter bhi banaya — simple tha, lekin full of love.
Aur mujhe woh bohot pasand aaya. Jab main nikalne wali thi…tabhi Abbu ka call aaya.
Unhone bola ghar par relatives aa rahe hai. Ek second ke liye main freeze ho gayi… Mujhe laga Ammi mana kar degi, ya bolegi ruk jao.
Lekin…
Life ne thoda sa surprise de diya.
Mummy ne bas itna bola —“Don’t worry, main handle kar lungi.”Aur main nikal gayi.
3 baje ke around main auto leke cake lene gayi,phir seedha metro pakdi.Friends ka wait bhi karna pada — almost 35 minutes.
Par jaise hi woh aaye…hum literally bhaagte hue Nee ke ghar gaye.
Aur phir…Jaise hi main pahuchi —speaker on, DJ start…
Aur bas — vibe change.
Party ON.
UP wale log sach mein energy mein next level hote hai 😭✨dance, masti, madness — sab kuch full on.
Aur honestly…kuch der ke liye main sab bhool gayi.
Humne videos banaye, reels shoot ki, photos click ki…aur bas haste rahe bina soche.
Cake cut hua, gifts diye…aur us moment mein sab kuch light feel ho raha tha.
Khaana bhi properly nahi khaya —bas juice liya aur enjoy karte rahe.
Lekin jaise hota hai…Reality wapas aa hi jaati hai.
Ghar aate hi wahi feeling phir se aa gayi —same thoughts… same cheezein.
Tab mujhe ek cheez realize hui…Hum chahe kitna bhi bhaag le thodi der ke liye, kuch cheezein humare saath hi rehti hai. Aur phir maine un thoughts ke saath baithna choose kiya.
Kyuki shayad…
Main bhi utni alag nahi hu jitna main kabhi kabhi sochti hu. Shayad hum sab thoda pretend karte hai.
Shayad hum sab kuch na kuch hide karte hai. Aur honestly…
main bhi waise hi hu. Lekin main nahi chahti ki woh meri reality ban jaye.
Sone se pehle ek chhoti si baat yaad aayi…Mujhe recently Eidi mili thi, aur maine woh apni gullak mein daal di.
Chhoti si cheez thi… par accha feel hua.
Aur phir din khatam ho gaya.
Ek aur lamba din… mixed emotions ke saath.
Lekin ek reminder bhi —chaos ke beech mein bhi,kuch moments hote hai jo hold karne layak hote hai.
— Safar Nama 🌙✨
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