14.08.2026

Hello Guys…

Aaj mujhe ek cheez share karni hai jo main kuch dino se bahut soch rahi hoon.

The thing is… “Bag Pack, To Naya Safar.”

But ab mujhe realise ho raha hai ki job chhodna aur second job mein jaana is not as simple as just switching jobs and starting work again. The main picture is… mera almost half year isi circle mein nikal gaya.

Pehle interviews dena, phir decide karna ki resign karna hai ya nahi. Uske baad sabse important—resign karne ka ek proper reason sochna. 😂 Phir almost ek month tak bahut sochne ke baad maine finally resign diya. Aur uske baad 3 months ka notice period serve karna… honestly, ye bhi koi simple task nahi hai.

Main apne words se kitna bhi chilla loon, kitna bhi explain kar loon ki main kya feel kar rahi hoon, but the truth is—people won't actually know what I've been feeling for the last few months. Aur shayad isi wajah se mujhe genuinely lagta hai ki main is poori duniya mein bahut akeli hoon.

I'm trying to calm myself down. I really am. But nahi ho raha.

aaj mujhe pata chala ki meri salary credit hone mein 45 days lagenge. bhaiiiii… subah-subah mera dimaag hi hil gaya. 😭 Mujhe honestly bahut gussa aaya. I was like—ye pehle batana chahiye tha na, Vi Ma'am!

Mere already SIPs ka tension hai, mere iss month ke personal targets hain, aur somehow mujhe pata hai ki woh targets abhi achieve nahi honge. I know ki baad mein main manage kar lungi. But mujhe abhi karna tha. In  this month . Agar mujhe pehle pata hota ki salary 45 days baad milegi, toh main kahin na kahin se kuch arrangement kar leti. At least mentally prepared toh hoti.

But ab jab sab kuch ek saath aa raha hai, toh dimaag obviously overload ho raha hai. Honestly, I'm just hating these days.

Kabhi-kabhi genuinely mann mein aata hai— Why are people like this? Why does it feel like the entire world is against me? Main aisi kaunsi galti kar rahi hoon?

I don't know. Maybe I'm overthinking. Maybe I'm tired. Maybe I'm scared of what comes next. Maybe I'm just exhausted from handling everything for so long.

Aaj bas Allah se dua ki. Rabbi Awwal ka month shuru ho gaya hai, and Inshallah, I just want Allah to make everything easy for me. Mujhe har cheez figure out karne ki strength de aur mere liye jo best hai, uski taraf guide kare. Because somewhere I know… Waqt accha ho ya bura, guzarta zaroor hai. Toh ab mujhe aur pareshan nahi hona.

Bas observe karna hai. Exactly dekhna hai ki problem main hoon ya meri situation? Aur shayad isi difference ko samajhna mere naye safar ka first step hoga. Inshallah, kal main better mood ke saath wapas aaungi—aur hopefully best blogs ke saath. ❤️ Aaj ye sab likhne ke baad honestly accha laga.

Maybe that's why I write. Taaki jab main khud apni life ke beech mein phas jaati hoon, toh ek baar ruk kar apni hi story ko bahar se dekh sakun.

Aur khud ko yaad dila sakun— “This is just a phase. This is how life goes on.” Bag pack ho chuka hai… will do my best...

-Allhumdulilah

-safarnama