11-04-2026 | Saturday| 12.00 p.m| Hum college mai....aur bahot jyada garmi...we wore a saari
Safar Nama 🌙 | Convocation Day – Ek Din, Hazaar Feelings everything is on my loop🎓✨
Hii… kaise ho aap sab?
Aaj ka din… honestly words mein describe karna mushkil hai.
Main grateful bhi hu… khush bhi hu… aur thodi si heavy bhi.
Aapne kabhi feel kiya hai?
Ek hi din mein itni saari feelings aati hai ki samajh nahi aata — khush ho ya ro do?
Aaj mera convocation tha…
par sach bolu toh mujhe convocation ka utna wait nahi tha…
mujhe wait tha uske saath time spend karne ka — meri Chandyaani ❤️
Kya aapke life mein bhi koi aisa hai?
Jiske saath bas rehna hi enough hota hai?
Kabhi kabhi na… jab woh wapas chali jaati hai, toh main thodi si sad ho jaati hu.
Even though woh mujhe itna time deti hai… phir bhi mann karta hai — bas woh hamesha mere paas rahe.
Aaj ka din sirf mera nahi tha…
aaj mujhe apna pura past yaad aa raha tha.
Sabse zyada meri Ammi…
Unhone hamesha bola —
“Main nahi padhi hu, par meri betiyaan zaroor padhegi.”
Aur aaj… main yahan hu.
Kabhi aapne bhi apne parents ke baare mein soch kar emotional feel kiya hai? ya mai hi pagal hu...
Aur Abbu…
Financial problems dekhi hai.
School ki fees bharna bhi tough hota tha… par phir bhi unhone hume padhaaya.
Aur main…
there are some years like my 7th and 8th std I didnt went tution
Haan, usse mere grades affect hue… par main rukki nahi.paise nahi hai tho kya hua padho khud se..
Ek honest sawaal…
Kya paise se nafrat karni chahiye?
Ya usse earn karne ka junoon rakhna chahiye?
Kyuki maine struggle bhi dekha hai… aur ab main earn bhi karna chahti hu.
Allah… main hamesha shukr guzar hu 🤍
Aapne mujhe bohot kuch diya hai.
Bas ek cheez chahiye — aap se connection.
Kya aap bhi kabhi sirf sukoon ke liye dua karte ho?
Jab main college pahuchi…
mera vibe hi change ho gaya.
Aisa lag raha tha ki aaj sabse milna hai… sabse baat karni hai.
Par ek cheez samajh nahi aati…
Goodbye bolna itna mushkil kyun hota hai?
Aapko bhi “alvida” bolna pasand nahi hai na?
Aaj thoda hurt bhi feel hua…
Some ignored me and some highlighted me...
Aur main… jealous feel kar rahi thi.
Haan, maine feel kiya.
Aap bhi kabhi aisa feel karte ho… par kisi ko batate nahi?
Ek moment aisa bhi aaya…
jab mujhe cake throw karne ka mann hua.
Par maine khud ko control kiya.
Kyuki main apni respect lose nahi karna chahti thi.
Kabhi kabhi na… hum andar se itna feel karte hai,
par bahar se bilkul normal act karte hai.
Agar koi friendship break ho jaye…
toh kya woh sach mein strong thi?
Main ab aise log chahti hu
jo meri life easy banaye… complicated nahi.
Aap kya choose karoge — peace ya attachment?
Aur phir… end mein
meri Chandyaani ❤️
Usne mera pura mood uplift kar diya.
Hum ISKCON gaye…
phir Juhu Beach…
Bhukh bhi lagi thi, pyaas bhi thi…
par moments itne beautiful the ki sab bhool gayi.
Kabhi kabhi na…
kuch log hi humara sukoon hote hai.
Aapka kaun hai?
Aaj mera convocation complete ho gaya…
Alhamdulillah 🤍✨
Main gussa bhi hu… naraz bhi hu…
par dua karti hu — waqt ke saath sab heal ho jaye.
Aap mujhe ek baat batao…
Aapke life ka sabse emotional day kaunsa tha?
Aur kya aapne us din sab kuch feel kiya tha… ya kuch chhupa liya tha?
Thanks for Everything.....
— Safar Nama 🌙
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