❤️DAY 171: 21-06-2026|A unsend letter

21-06-2026| Sunday

Assalamualaikum, Pretty Faces...

Kaise start karu? Pichle 10 minutes se bas yahi soch rahi hu.

Kabhi-kabhi kuch feelings ko words mein express karna bahut mushkil hota hai. Kuch ehsaas aise hote hain jo sirf mehsoos kiye ja sakte hain, samjhaye nahi ja sakte.

Aaj Father's Day hai, aur dil bas yeh chahta hai ki main apne pyare Abbu ke liye kuch document karu.

A unsend letter: 

Assalamualaikum, Pyare Abbu ❤️

Ammi ne mujhe bataya tha ki mera birth aapke liye bahut hi khushi ka moment tha. Aur aapne mera naam Umul rakha tha.

Sach kahu toh thoda ajeeb sa naam hai. Aur mere birth certificate mein itni mistakes hain ki aaj bhi unhe theek karte karte meri jaan aafat mein aa jati hai. 😂

Lekin phir bhi, woh naam mere liye special hai kyunki woh aapne rakha tha.

Kehte hain na ki insaan ke sabse khoobsurat moments uski core memories mein store hote hain. Aur meri core memories mein sabse zyada aap ho.

Mujhe aaj bhi yaad hai kaise aap mujhe bahar ghumane le jaate the. Main har choti baat par zidd karti thi, roti thi, aur aap mujhe mana lete the.godh mai lekar ya haath pakad kar meri har wish last mai haar mankar fulfil karte the.

Mujhe woh din bhi yaad hai jab aap mujhe school drop karne gaye the aur main itna royi thi ki school hi nahi jaana tha. Mujhe bas aapke saath rehna tha.

Phir jab aap shop ke liye nikalte the toh main gali mein poora tamasha karti thi ki mujhe bhi saath le chalo aur kabhi kabhi aap lekar bhi jaate thee.

Aur mere woh chote-chote pyare dresses jo aap silke laate the from your company... Aaj bhi hamare paas sambhal kar rakhe hue hain. Thank you Ammi aur Abbu, un yaadon ko sambhal kar rakhne ke liye. Hamare Muslim families mein betiyon ko bachpan mein bahut mohabbat milti hai. Lekin kai jagah jab woh badi ho jaati hain toh unki duniya restrictions aur bandishon mein simat jaati hai. Aur aaj bhi main apne aas-paas aisa hote dekhti hu. Isliye dil se shukriya, Abbu.

Thank you mujhe freedom dene ke liye. Thank you mujhe padhane ke liye. Thank you mujhe achhe school aur college bhejne ke liye.

Aaj main 22 saal ki hu. Ek working woman hu. Office jaati hu, apne decisions leti hu, apne sapne dekh sakti hu. Aur yeh sab aap dono ki wajah se possible hua hai.

Mujhe hamare hard days bhi yaad hain. Financial problems bhi yaad hain. Woh din bhi yaad hain jab aap chahe toh haar maan sakte the. Lekin aapne kabhi give up nahi kiya. Dhoop mein khade rehkar mehnat ki. Apni zarooraton se pehle hamari zarooraton ka socha.

Hamari padhai, hamara future aur hamari khushiyon ko apni thakan se upar rakha.Aaj Alhamdulillah hum jis position par hain, usmein aapki saalon ki mehnat aur qurbaniyan shamil hain. Aur shayad isi liye aap meri inspiration ho. Aapne mujhe sikhaya ki mehnat karni chahiye. Family ko priority deni chahiye. Aur zimmedariyon se kabhi bhaagna nahi chahiye.

Abbu, aaj main itni kaabil nahi hu ki aapko duniya ki har cheez de saku. Lekin main wada karti hu ki main bahut mehnat karungi. Main aap, Ammi aur apne siblings ke liye apna best dungi. Aur mujhe Allah par poora bharosa hai. Ek din aisa zaroor aayega jab main aapko har woh cheez de paungi jo aap deserve karte ho. Ya Allah, meri yeh dua qubool farma. Ameen.

Thank you, Abbu.

Mujhe pyaar karne ke liye. Meri fikr karne ke liye. Mujhe motivate karne ke liye. Mere goals mein mera support system banne ke liye. Aur har baar mujhe sahi direction dikhane ke liye. Kabhi-kabhi aapke saath baith kar baatein karna hi mere dil ko sukoon de deta hai. Aur mujhe ek sapna bahut pasand hai... Ek din InshaAllah hum apne khud ke ghar ki badi si balcony mein baithenge. Chaaro taraf plants aur flowers honge. Table par chai aur bahut saara naasta hoga. Aur hum bas baith kar bahut saari baatein karenge. Without any worries. Without any rush. Bas family, chai aur sukoon. InshaAllah, bahut jald.

Meri dua hai ki Allah aapko hamesha sehatmand rakhe. Khush rakhe. Aapki har pareshani door kare. Aapko duniya ki har khushi de. Aapka Dubai jaane ka sapna bhi poora ho. Aur ek din hum sab milkar duniya ghoomein. InshaAllah. Hum ek saath hajj karenge ..Ameen

Bahut saare words hain dil mein... Lekin aaj bhi lagta hai ki jo mehsoos karti hu woh likh nahi paayi.

Phir bhi... Thank you, Abbu. Meri zindagi ki sabse khoobsurat dua hone ke liye.

Happy Father's Day. ❤️

And Thanyou Allah for blessing me with best father in the world. Sukr..

-Allhumdulilah

-Safarnama

(Guys ek aur cheez share karni - Aaj bhi mai bahot paise abbu ke lete hu like big Amts and promise him to pay back but I never pay him after asking n no.s of times- this shows the sabr of my abbu for me.)- Stay healthy.