💛DAY 130:11-05-2026- radom things done

 11-05-2026

Aahh finally guys… 😭 Abhi raat ke almost 10:26 pm ho rahe hai and ghar me literally celebration wala atmosphere hai. Mere bhai Lala ka Board Exam result aaya hai… and trust me, I still cannot believe it.

Sach me yaar, itni zyada khushi kabhi kabhi words me explain hi nahi hoti.

I’m genuinely sooo proud of him 💛

Thanks Allah for making my brother — Lala — pass in his first attempt ✨

Even while writing this, I’m still like… “Am I dreaming?” 😭

Sabse funny part pata hai kya tha?

Lala pura ghar me ghoom ghoom ke sabko marks bata raha tha 😭

Lala ne kaha, “Meree friend ke 45% aaye hai aur woh bhavans admission lene ki planning kar raha hai.”

Then I asked,

“Achha… aur Lala ke kitne percent aaye?”

Lala casually said,

“45.”

And I literally went like — “WHAAATTT?” 😭😂 , mujhe laga 90+ hi aaye honge.

Then I asked again, “Baaki sabke kitne aaye?”

Lala said, “45, 60… sabke around wahi.”

And honestly, us moment pe mujhe ek baat realize hui…

Kabhi kabhi percentage se zyada important hoti hai relief.

The happiness that someone passed, survived the pressure, and finally crossed one difficult phase.

Guys sach bolu, I’m honestly so tired these days.

Mere itne saare kaam pending hai and I’m trying so hard to handle everything properly… but somehow things still feel messy.

Kabhi kabhi lagta hai mera cheerful version kahin disappear ho gaya hai.

The girl who used to talk nonstop, laugh at random things, and write blogs with full excitement… ab woh thodi lost si lag rahi hai.

Actually aaj blog likhne ka bhi bilkul mood nahi tha.

I even took a 10-minute tea break hoping I’d feel better 😭☕

Sometimes I genuinely wonder why Allah made me “the most talkative girl” when nowadays I barely even know what to say.

Anyway guys… sorry for this incomplete blog 🥺

I’ll continue again later because right now my laptop is waiting for me and I still have college forms to fill.

😭✨

 Okay bye…

See you in the next blog 💛

Allhumdullillah.

-Safarnama