🎁DAY 126: 07-05-2026: Lala Passed!!!!!

07-05-2026

Hiii Everyoneeee 🌙
Kaise ho aap sabbb… maze kar rahe ho ki nahi life mai??
Karlo bhaiii 😭✨

Abhi toh hum jawaan hai… aisa na ho bade hone ke baad hum regret kare ki “yaar humne life mai kuch kiya hi nahi…” pahaad par jao, beach par jao.. naha lo full, paris, london..sab corner of the world.

Isliye sab karo… hasi karo, kaam karo, pyaar karo, sapne dekho… but haan discipline ke saath. Kyuki bina discipline ke meri tarah office late pahuchoge 😭

Chalo… ready ho kya jaanne ke liye mera din kaise gaya??

Guys suno…
Main last blog mai ek important baat batana bhul gayi 😭

Maine ek aur gift prepare kiya tha… meri office friend ke liye 🎁✨

Aur aaj mera bahot mann tha usse batane ka ki I’m leaving my job…
But phir maine socha…
Mujhe usse alone feel nahi karwana.
Do baar socha… phir bhi nahi bataya.

Kabhi kabhi hum sach bol sakte hai…
Par har sach bolna zaroori nahi hota.

Chalo ab subah se shuru karte hai 😭

Aaj phir office late pahuchi.
Yes yes… shocking nahi hai mujhe pata hai 😭

Abbu aur meri subah subah bak bak chal rahi thi… aur Abbu ke bills bhi banane the.
Late hona itna bhi zaroori nahi tha… but maine khud se decide kar liya tha —
“Haan mai late hu.” 😭

Phir office jaana…
Office mai padhai karo… kaam karo… masti karo…
Aur ghar aa jao.

Aur jab low feel ho… burnout ho jao…
Toh office ke washroom mai jao…
10 minute ro lo…
Aur phir face wash karke normal banke bahar aa jao.

This is literally me.

Sach bataun?
Jab bahot bura feel ho na… toh ro lena chahiye.
Jitna ho sake utna ro lo.
10 minute… full dil khol ke ro lo.

Uske baad andar se halka lagta hai… jaise chest pe rakha koi pathar halka ho gaya.

Main aisa karti hu.
Aur haan… mai kisi ke saamne nahi roti.

Bahot royi hu life mai…
But ek time ke baad samajh aata hai…
At the end… khudko khud hi handle karna padta hai.

Lekin ek baat hai…
Allah ne mujhe alone wale mamle mai lucky banaya hai 🤍

Main mostly akeli nahi rahi.
Mere aas paas hamesha acche log rahe… jinhe maine gussa bhi dikhaya… bura bhi bola kabhi kabhi… phir bhi unhone mujhe pyaar diya.

Thank you Allah…
I’m really grateful for this. 🤍

Aur honestly…
Har kisi ke struggles hote hai.
Sabki life mai kuch na kuch chal raha hota hai.

But me?
I’m not a hustler.

I AM KALI 🌱
A flower is yet to rise.

Aur ek din… jab log mujhse interviews mai puchenge —
“Did you struggle a lot?”

Tab mai yeh nahi bolungi ki “I struggled.”?????

Mai bolungi —
“I worked a lot.”
“I decoded life a lot.”
Aur…
“I was never a hustler… I was a flower becoming itself.” 🌷

Office se aane ke baad calls start ho jaati hai…
Kiski?? 😭

Meri aur meri BF kiiiii…
Me and Chandyaari 🤍

Humari nonstop bak bak… random talks… hasi… faltu arguments… sab kuch 😭

Bas ek hi dua hai…
Hum saath rahe.
Saath time spend kare.
Aur mai usse kabhi ladai na karu 😭

Aur agar kar bhi lu…
Toh woh mujhe mana le 🤍

Guys… mera ekdum sapno wala Lala 😭
Woh chup chaap baitha tha… kuch soch raha tha…
Aur mai usse side se bas observe kar rahi thi.

Kal uska 10th ka result hai 😭🤍

Ya Allah… mera baby pass ho jaye.
Ameen 🤍

Zyada nahi maang rahi…
Bas 35% 😭🙏

Abhi jaa rahi hu uske saath thoda time spend karne.

Ending my first incomplete half blog hereee 🌙

Byeeeeee
— safarnama