Date: 21-04-2026
Morning
honestly started a little messy…
Main
khushi mein hi late uthi.
Aur
jaise hi kitchen ka scene dekha — sabzi mein
namak nahi tha…
Mummy
ka halka sa gussa,
aur
mera late hona… office ke liye bhaagna…
Everything
felt rushed.
Thoda
guilt, thoda pressure… thoda “why is everything off today?” wala feeling.
🏢 Office pahunch toh gayi…
par
kaam aur aalas dono saath-saath chal rahe the.
Body
wahan thi,
but
mind… kahin aur.
🍱But then… lunch happened. 🤍
Aur
pata nahi kyun,
aaj
ka tiffin felt different.
Sabzi,
roti…
aur
saath mein chhoti-chhoti khushiyan:
Tawa
pulao, samosa, vada, masala vadi, banana chips…
It
wasn’t just food.
It
felt like comfort.
Jaise
kisi ne bina bole kaha ho —
“It’s
okay, aaj ka din itna bhi bura nahi hai.”
Haan…
stomach pain tha.
Itna
ki properly kha bhi nahi pa rahi thi.
But
still…
somehow
I ate.
Because
sometimes,
we
don’t eat just for hunger —
we
eat to feel better.
🥭 Aur phir… ek aur chhoti si khushi.
Mujhe
boss se mango ka box mila.Aur us moment pe…
pata
hai kya hua?
Mujhe
woh yaad aayi.
Because
I know —
she
loves mangoes.
Aur
bas ek thought aaya…
kaash
main uske saath share kar pati…
Kabhi
kabhi na,
kuch
cheezein humare paas hoti hain…
but
jinke saath share karna hota hai,
woh
paas nahi hote.
Aur
wahi thoda sa heavy bana deta hai sab kuch.
🤲 Dil se bas ek dua nikli:
“Allah,
please… usse mere paas bhej do.
Itna
paas ki hum roz mil sakein…
saath
baith sakein… saath hass sakein…”
Aur
ek chhoti si hope bhi —
iss
saal main uske liye mango zaroor laungi.
📖 Waise… aaj ek aur good news bhi hai.
I
finally finished “The Kite Runner.”
And
honestly…
it
left something inside me.
Ek
line jaise dil mein reh gayi:
“There
are good people in this world…”
Aur
mujhe laga —
shayad
main unse abhi tak nahi mili…
but
that doesn’t mean they don’t exist.
Maybe…
one day, I will.
🌆 Shaam ko…
main
apni darling ke saath Zudio gayi.
Thoda
sa time, thodi si normal life…
aur
achanak laga —
maybe
the day is not that bad after all.
Aur
yaad aaya —
Ammi
Abbu ki anniversary hai.
Unke
saath time spend karna hai.
Because
at the end of the day…
yehi
moments matter karte hain.
🍽️ Dinner mein chicken kofta & rice tha…
Simple,
comforting, satisfying.
Aur
us moment pe bas ek thought aaya:
“Life
mein best cheezein hoti hain…
par
hum focus worst pe karte rehte hain.”
🌙 So today…
I
didn’t write a perfect day.
I
wrote a real day.
Thoda
messy,
thoda
emotional,
thoda
painful…
but
also full of small, beautiful moments.
Aur
bas khud ko yaad dilaya:
“Buri
cheezein draft karo… delete karo.
Achhi
cheezein feel karo… aur unhe dil tak pahunchne do.”
🌸 Maybe blooming ka matlab yeh nahi hota
ki
life perfect ho jaaye…
Maybe
it means —
you
still choose softness… even on hard days.
Allhumdulilah..
Safarnama
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