😊DAY62:Ramadan is not just about hunger. It’s about feeling everything more deeply — and still choosing faith.

03-03-2026 | Day 13 of Ramadan

Ramadan ka 13th roza mukammal.
And just like that… we’ve stepped into the second phase — the deeper phase. The one where the heart is supposed to soften even more.

InshaAllah, Allah hum sab ki zindagi mein asaani laaye. Jahan hum khud bhi khush rahein… aur doosron ko bhi khush rakh sakein. 🤍

Last night, I slept at 2:30 a.m.
Yes… again.

Sehri aadhi aankhon se ki. The kind where your body is awake but your soul is still under the blanket.

I was up late… talking to my chandyaari.
And I don’t know how to explain it — but when I talk to her, I feel calm. Light. Like someone pressed mute on the chaos inside my head.

Sehri ke baad, I reminded myself of my Ramadan goal:
Ibadat. Consistency. Discipline.

So I opened the Qur’an.
And Alhamdulillah… I completed the 11th and 12th para.

There’s something about reading at that quiet hour. The world is silent. No notifications. No expectations. Just you and Allah.

Then I went back to sleep — q ki aaj Holi haiii ... yehhhhhhhhh

And honestly? iss baar

“Holiday kab hai?”
“Aaj hai?”
“Kal hai?”

Everyone confused. Even me.
But let’s be real — chutti toh sirf ek din ki hi milni thi 😅

But then… morning brought a dream. A strange one.

The kind you don’t want.
The kind that sticks to you even after you wake up.

I want to stay far away from such dreams.
Because they don’t end when you open your eyes. They replay. On loop.

And today… my whole day ran in that loop.

I kept thinking about it.
Overanalyzing it.
Letting it disturb me.

I even cried.
And made dua:

“Ya Allah, You know everything. You know what I don’t understand. Please do what’s best for me.”

Yes, I overthink.
A lot.

But I’ll also give myself credit for something —
When I set a goal, I try to follow it.

Maybe not perfectly.
Maybe not 100%.
But I try.

And that matters.

Toady I mukammal 18th para. congrats to mee .. yaar padhai mai kar leti hu .. hayee nazar na lage..
If everything goes well, maybe even reach the 20th soon. then 1 Quraan inshallah

Slowly. Steadily. For Allah.

Oh haa 
Aaj Ammi mast Iftaar banai theee. Alhamdulillah 🤍

There’s something about coming to the table after a long emotional day and seeing food made with love. It doesn’t just fill the stomach. It comforts the heart.

So yes…
It was a day of ibadat, confusion, dreams, tears, goals, and gratitude.

— Safarnama ✨