17-02-2025
Naya week shuru. Monday ka din… aur iss baar Monday bilkul bhi boring nahi tha. Mast tha. Pura din jaise hawa thodi alag chal rahi thi.
Subah ka safar tha Haji Malang ki taraf. Upar chadte waqt thoda struggle, thoda paseena, thodi hasi. Aur jab wapas utar rahe the na, tabhi maine Adi ko bola —
“Yaar, phir se same jail…”
Woh hansa. Shayad use pata tha main kya feel kar rahi hoon.
Kabhi kabhi na, life bhi aise hi lagti hai — ek hi pattern, ek hi circle, jaise kisi chhote se pinjre mein ghoom rahe ho. Lekin phir yaad aata hai… jab mujhe iss “pinjre” se sach mein pyaar hua tha, tab tumne hi mujhe azaad kiya tha. Bahot baar mujhe yahi feel hua hai — ki shayad bandish utni buri nahi hoti, jab tak dil azaad ho.
Phir aaya Tuesday.
Subah ka scene — main bistar mein leti hui, aankhen aadhi band. Sabse pehle mission: check karna ki pairon mein kitna dard hai. Thoda sa… halki halki si jalan. Maine socha, “Arey theek hai, manageable hai.”
Full confidence mein ready ho kar office nikal gayi. Lekin dhere dhere… woh halki si dard ne apna asli roop dikhana shuru kiya. Pehle halka sa pinch. Phir tightness. Aur phir — bhaiii baap re! Halat kharab. Har kadam yaad dila raha tha ki kal ka adventure free nahi tha.
Lekin main bhi ziddi.
Dard ko aur dard dene ke liye — main walk pe nikal gayi. Haan, bilkul ulta logic. Par kabhi kabhi na, bhaagna solution nahi hota. Seedha saamna karna padta hai.
Walk karte karte maine Div ko call kiya. Thoda mann halka kiya. Thoda hasi mazaak. Thoda complain session. Aur jaise jaise baat hoti gayi, dard thoda side mein ho gaya.
Phir Adi se baat hui —
“Kitna maza aaya na…”
Aur sach mein, maza aaya tha. Dard ke bawajood. Thakan ke bawajood. Kyunki yaadein dard se badi hoti hain.
Aur aise hi… din guzarte rehte hain.
Kabhi jail jaisa feel, kabhi azaadi jaisa.
Kabhi dard, kabhi walk.
Kabhi complain, kabhi hasi.
Bas life… yohi bus aise hi chalti rehti hai. 🌸
-safarnama
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