16-02-2026 — The Day That Will Stay in My Heart ๐ค๐
Subah ke 5:30 baje alarm baja ⏰ lekin sach kahun toh main soyi hi kab thi? ๐ Puri raat aankhon ne bas band hone ka natak kiya tha ๐ dimaag mein ajeeb si bechaini thi — bina wajah, bina naam ke ๐ญ๐ค kabhi kabhi lagta hai mujhe apni hi soch se azaadi chahiye ๐️ Phir bhi main uth gayi, kyunki aaj ka din alag tha ✨ Maine black farshi salwar aur kamiz pehni ๐ค haathon mein silver ki 6–6 choodiyan ✨ grey sports shoes ๐ aur dark pink–black dupatta jisme chhoti chhoti latkanein hil rahi thi ๐ hair open ๐ฌ️ Dress pyara tha… par uss waqt mujhe khud mein woh roshni mehsoos nahi ho rahi thi ๐ซ️ 6:01 a.m. par main nikal chuki thi ๐ halki andheri, thandi subah ๐ khali sadak ๐ถ๐ป♀️ sirf main aur meri soch ๐ญ Main jaa rahi thi Haji Malang Dargah ๐๐ค lagta hai Baba ne bulawa bhej diya tha ✨ Cash ki problem shuru ho gayi ๐ณ๐ซ PIN error, account freeze — subah subah hi test shuru ๐งช Phir bhi main pillar no. 21 ki taraf nikal gayi ๐ auto se pahunchi ๐บ wahan Adi mil gaya ๐ค Royal Enfield entry hui ๐️๐ฅ bilkul Kabir Singh vibe ๐ smooth ride, thandi hawa ๐ฌ️ khula aasman ☁️ beech beech mein hansi ๐ safar khud hi khoobsurat ho gaya ✨
9:40 ke aas paas pahunch gaye ๐ main excited thi ๐ par galat rasta nikal gaye — ropeway only ๐ข parking ke paise waste ๐ธ Neeche marketing shuru aur maine 500 ki 2 chadar le li ๐ง๐ป✨ phir steps shuru ๐ช dhoop tez ☀️ heavy bag ๐ 2 litre paani ๐ง saans tez ๐ฎ๐จ chakkar jaisa ๐ ek pal laga shayad nahi pahunch paungi par dil se dua nikli “Ya Haji Malang, apne darbaar tak pahucha do” ๐คฒ๐ป Durood Shareef padhti rahi ๐ฟ ruk ruk kar chadhi, Adi ne bag aur shoes le liye ๐ค aur phir… main pahunch gayi ๐✨ Alhamdulillah ๐ค Gumbad dekhte hi waqt ruk gaya ⏳ aankhon mein sukoon ๐️ dil halka ๐ค Namaz padhi ๐คฒ๐ป Surah Yaseen ๐ thoda rest bhi kiya ๐ด 4:30 par phir dargah gayi ๐ค️ nafl aur shukrana ada kiya ๐ค Dua mangte waqt dimaag freeze — “Allah maangu bhi toh kya? Sab kuch toh hai” ๐ค bas yahi maanga ki sab hamesha khush rahein ๐ธ Ameen ๐คฒ๐ป
Phir 5 Peer ki mazar ki taraf nikle ⛰️ bandar dekh kar main ruk gayi ๐ thoda darr laga ๐ woh teen chale gaye aur main network pakad kar baithi ๐ถ๐ซ messages bhi nahi ja rahe the, bas yahi dua thi ke sab safe wapas aa jayein ๐ค 5:40 par woh wapas aa gaye aur jaan mein jaan aayi ๐ค Neeche cigarette scene ๐ฌ aur main pahadon ko dekh kar aasman se baatein kar rahi thi ๐️☁️ overthinking mode on ๐ญ kuch mahine mujhe badal gaye hain ๐ซ️ pehle mohabbat zyada thi, ab anxiety aur thakan ๐ mujhe present mein jeena hai ๐ฟ aankhon mein aansu the par gira nahi ๐ฅน shayad Baba ko mera tootna pasand nahi ๐ค Aakhri salaam diya ๐ nazrein hat hi nahi rahi thi, dil mein bas yahi tha — “Phir bulaiyega” ๐ Utarte waqt haathon mein paseena ๐คฒ๐ป Adi ne help ki ๐ค neeche network aaya ๐ถ aur meri bak bak shuru ๐ wapas bike ride ๐️ baal khol diye ๐ฌ️ hawa ke saath khud se milna ๐ค Aaj ka din sirf ek trip nahi tha ✨ yeh meri rooh ka safar tha ๐️ Main shukr guzaar hoon ๐ค Alhamdulillah ๐ค aur agar phir bulawa aaya… main zaroor aaungi, Inshallah ๐คฒ๐ป๐ค grateful for the 3 monkeys ๐๐๐ Allhumdullilah ๐ค — safarnama ✨๐๐ค
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