DAY 208

 28.07.2026

Hello Guys..

Aaj ka best part batau?....Batau- Batau?...Chalo Nahi batati hu..

Accha ..Bata deti hu..thodi na tumlog mujhe pesonal mai message karne walo..

AAJ KA DAY MAST THA!!!

(detail mai jaane ke liye ..thoda intezaar kare..)

DAY 207

 27.08.2026

Hii Guys I will not take much time but I'm feeling good after meeting my Chand. rest the day goes as usual bus abb bahot thakaan feel hota hai but the day and the life goes on.

Allah hafiz

-Allhumdulilah

-Safarnama

DAY 206

26.07

Ahha~~ Aaj ka Blog hai..

मुसाफिर Cafe

It is based on the popular Hindi novel by Divya Prakash Dubey and adapted into an eight-episode Netflix series. (will fill this day beautifully after my exam)- Say me all the best. and duao mai yaad rakhna

DAY 205

25.07.2026

Bhai, Sahab Shrey ne mujhe 5:30 a.m. ko message kiya tha ki, “She asked chhutti hai tumhari?” And I said yes... and same uski bhi chhutti thi. Almost 13 din baad mile thi

Onno flop tho mention karna hi bhool gayi! Actually, mujhe aaj election office jaana tha and mai aaj abbu ready hue the mere saath full ready hone ke baad. Abbu mujhe election office leke gaye the, aur unhone mujhe kaha tha ki Sunday ko aana... wahh, mera toh full flop ho gaya tha! 😂 But at least Abbu ka face dikhne layak tha... unko dekh ke mera mood thoda better ho gaya.

Next, mera ghar par aaj kaafi tamasha on top chal raha tha. Like, it is serious, but somehow sometimes these things hit hard and today. Ab gusse mein main padhai bahot achhe se karti hoon, like I know this is the one thing that can actually make my life better. And meri padhai ke sapne bhi bahot bade hain.

Neend aa rahi thi and body bhi bahot pain ho raha tha, toh maine around 20 minutes ki nap li and then thoda padhai ki. Aaj mera revision day tha, so Alhamdulillah, ho gaya. Ek chhoti si achievement, but still, I'm proud of myself. Somehow, I'm not confident about the exam. But main full koshish karungi, and mere paas aur koi raasta bhi nahi hai. Mujhe exam attend karna hi hoga because I cannot reschedule it. So ab jo bhi hoga, dekha jayega. Main bas apni taraf se poori mehnat karungi.

Then  maine thodi si baat ki with chandyaari.. blog likhi, khana khayi... like bahot saara khana. Black wali masoor ki daal and rice. Simple food, but honestly, kabhi-kabhi ghar ka khana hi sabse zyada sukoon deta hai. Then mujhe pata chala ek fanous book hai Musafir cafe.. uski series aayi hai.. abb dekhna tho banta hai so maine kuch episodes dekhe and dara ke saath 3 bje tak masti and then mai so gyi..

-Allhumdulilah

-safarnama

DAY 204

24.07.2026

Hello..

wanted to mention sabeb..Thankyou for listening me last Night that really cools me. I dua Chandyaari theek ho and darling bhii..( I miss u all )

Kaafi dino ke baad I switched on my laptop and writting something.. kabhi kabhi hoti hai na situations where we don't know what exactly is happening around us but nothing will stop for us and nobody will stop for you but your people will stay with you..think for you and pray for you and support for you.

Honestly. There are a lot of things going around me that is proving I'm a worst personality and devil for some people, I agree coz I know mujhe cheeze samjh nahi aati hai and mai galti karti hu  but it doesn't mean that I'm not improving myself or not learning from it..mujhe der se ehsaas hota hai that I made a mistake and sometime I repeat too because I react very fastly but my intention is never wrong to people. Mai sakt hu lekin insaan hu. perfect nahi hu lekin perfect banna chahti hu.. 

Guys... Let's Document the Day~ Kyuki time flies and never waits for anyone. Aur waise bhi yaar, hum yahan jeene ke liye aaye hain, jeetne ke liye nahi.

Aaj subah meri aankh thodi late khuli. Uthte hi main bas bed par baithi thi aur almost 10 minutes tak overthinking karti rahi. Pata nahi dimaag mein kya kya chal raha tha. Phir finally bathroom gayi, fresh hui, ready hui aur office ke liye nikal gayi. Obviously, office late pahunchi. Thodi der baad jab main office ke bathroom mein gayi aur mirror mein khud ko dekha, toh pata nahi kyun... main bahot royi. Aur honestly, rona meri weakness nahi hai. Mujhe lagta hai kabhi kabhi ro lena bhi zaroori hai. It makes me feel lighter, aur shayad mujhe thoda better bhi banata hai. I truly believe Allah humare liye best hi karenge, bas humein thoda sabr rakhna hai.

Office aakar maine kuch kaam kiya. Pinky ma'am ne bhi mujhe bola ki main hardworking person hu, aur honestly sab log kehte hain. Aur haan, main hu bhi. Kyuki mujhe darr lagta hai. Mujhe lagta hai ki agar main apni taraf se mehnat nahi karungi, toh shayad main woh nahi ban paungi jo main banna chahti hu. Mujhe lagta hai Allah meri mehnat ke through mujhe woh cheezein dete hain jo main chahti hu. Aur kabhi kabhi toh itna mil jaata hai ki mujhe khud lagta hai... shayad main itna deserve bhi nahi karti.

Phir lunch ka time hua. Aaj lunch mein dal thi—aur haan, Gujarati log dal mein sugar daalte hain 😂—rice, patta gobhi aur hare matar ki sabzi thi. Maine ek roti bhi khaayi. Almost 24 hours ke baad main properly kuch kha rahi thi, isliye ekdum se zyada khana bhi mushkil lag raha tha. Thoda thoda karke khaaya. Uske baad thoda kaam kiya aur phir main neeche gayi kyunki mujhe moisturizer aur hair serum lena tha. Mere paas dono nahi the. Toh maine Ponds ki cold cream, face wash, lip balm aur kuch chhoti-chhoti cheezein le li jo ek baar use karne ke purpose se chahiye thi. Total around ₹103 ka bill hua.

Jaise hi 3 PM hue, main ready hona start ho gayi. Aur guys, sach bolu? Jab hum achhe amount mein moisturizer use karte hain na, toh makeup itna beautifully blend hota hai. Face ekdum clear aur smooth lagta hai. Aur mera lipstick bhi perfectly laga tha, and the credit goes to my lip balm! Mujhe ready hone mein usually 13–15 minutes lagte hain. Bas aaj mere hair ka scene thoda kharab tha because mujhe serum mila hi nahi. Toh hair kuch khaas acche nahi lag rahe the.

Btw, ek bahot acchi cheez hui aaj. kuch dino pehle.. Mere WhatsApp ka backup nahi tha aur suddenly mera WhatsApp delete ho gaya tha. Phir jab woh dobara download hua, toh mujhe laga meri saari memories gayi. But aaj Ki ne mujhe saari photos share kar di! And honestly, that was one of the best things that happened today. Woh photos sirf photos nahi hain. Memories hain meri. Aur main in memories ko kabhi erase nahi karna chahti. Thank you, Ki. 

Phir hum dono ready hokar photos click kar rahe the, videos record kar rahe the aur apne aap mein busy the. Aur humari Pinky ma'am... bhai sahab! She is even more aggressive than me. 😂 Woh hum par chillate hue bol rahi thi, "Jaldi karo! Kya kar rahe ho? Humein nikalna hai!" Aur phir hum finally nikal gaye. aur mere dimaag se aik ka bday gift bhi reh gya office mai.. almost 1 month se mujhe dena hai but mauka hi nahi mil pa raha hai..

Aaj mujhe sach mein bahot tareefein mili mere look ko lekar. So thank you, everyone! I think ab mujhe makeup karna thoda thoda aa gaya hai. 😂 Kabhi kabhi toh bina makeup ke bhi mera "no makeup, no wake-up" look ho hi jaata hai.

Btw, aaj event mein Aik bhi aaya tha, aur woh bhi kaafi late. But uska bhi apna hi ek flop adventure tha. 😂 Sunoge? Chalo, suna hi deti hu.

So, Aik works in Vikhroli in Urban company as a Manager and uske phone ki battery almost dead hone wali thi. Ab is situation mein usne socha ki ek power bank order kar leta hu. Toh janab ne Blinkit se power bank order kiya—Ghatkopar mein. But then usse yaad aaya ki bhai, main toh Vikhroli mein hu! 😂 Toh phir woh Ghatkopar gaya, phir wapas Vikhroli aaya... kyunki jitna mujhe pata hai, Blinkit mein address change ho sakta hai na! Pura idhar-udhar ka scene ho gaya. Finally usse power bank mila aur woh event ke liye nikal gaya. But kahani abhi khatam nahi hui thi. Beech mein jab woh local train mein tha, toh baarish ki wajah se train bhi ruk gayi. Matlab usne event tak pahunchne ke liye genuinely kaafi kuch face kiya. But the part that I really liked was... He still reached. Main abhi tak usse properly baat nahi kar paayi ki event kaisa laga, uska experience kaisa tha, ya overall feedback kya hai. Mere dimaag mein waise bhi kal raat se bahot kuch chal raha tha, aur honestly main full energetic nahi thi usse baat karne ke liye. But Ki ne usse bahot acche se treat kiya and he really enjoyed the event.

Hota hai na guys... jab hum kisi ko invite karte hain, toh humari responsibility hoti hai ki woh person event ko enjoy kare. Hum chahe kitne bhi busy ya distracted ho, we should make sure ki jo guest humare through aaya hai, uska experience accha ho. Aur khane ki toh baat hi mat karo. Humne aaj bahot zyada kha liya! Aur main aaj itni baar susu karne gayi hu... baarish, AC aur thand—sab kuch ek saath chal raha tha. 😂

Sach kahu toh aaj ke event mein woh vibe nahi thi. Mera mood chahe kitna bhi off ho, main usually apni problems ko side mein rakhkar enjoy kar leti hu. But aaj pata nahi... shayad merger wale logon ki wajah se tha, ya shayad meri apni energy hi low thi. Kya pata. But honestly, vibe missing thi.

Haan, khana best tha! Noodles, tawa pulao, pav bhaji, white sauce pasta, red sauce pasta, Manchow soup, Manchurian gravy, dahi puri, pani puri... aur end mein rabdi-jalebi! Sab kuch mast tha. Humne almost sab kuch taste kiya and honestly, food was really tasty. Bas red sauce pasta thoda zyada tangy tha, baaki sab best! Phir humne baatein ki, hasse, thoda time spend kiya aur finally ghar ke liye nikal gaye. Main aur Aik ek saath ghar ke liye aaye, but Rapido aur meri heels ne milkar mujhe pura thaka diya. 😂

Anyways... koi baat nahi. Main ghar late pahunchi. Mere do cousins bhi ghar aaye hue the. Thodi der baad woh chale gaye. Main fresh hui, but honestly, mujhe thoda accha nahi lag raha tha. Main bas kuch der chup-chaap baithi rahi. And somewhere inside, I was eagerly looking for someone who could just understand me. Phir maine Sabeb se baat ki. Uske baad phone charging pe lagaya aur chup-chaap so gayi.

Aaj ke din ke liye, aur mere paas jo kuch bhi hai uske liye, I am genuinely grateful. Even for my mistakes. Even for my guilt. Even for the things that hurt me. Because somehow, all of these things are teaching me something. They're making me think, understand and slowly grow. Shayad life isi ka naam hai. Hum sab kuch samajhna chahte hain, but jab reality saamne aati hai na, toh usse accept karna somehow bahot difficult hota hai. But maybe the real things in life are actually the best things. And the best thing I have in my life right now is my people. My 4lyferz. Unhe shayad kuch pata bhi nahi hota ki mere dimaag mein kya chal raha hai, main kis cheez se fight kar rahi hu, ya mujhe kis waqt unki zarurat hai... But somehow, their presence makes me stronger. Bas itna hi kehna hai—

Love you all. And I miss you all.

-Alhamdulillah.

-Safarnama

DAY 203: .........

23.07

Hii Guys..

Kaisa chal raha hai sab...currently I'm in a situation where I doesn't know what's going on..what's happening all the things are out of me and out of my control.

DAY 202: hII

22.07.2026 — Just Another Day, But Worth Documenting 🤍

Hi guys~ Jaise-jaise I'm getting time, I'm trying to document my days and share them with you. Thank you, once again, for listening to me. I don't know why, but this little space motivates me. It makes me feel like I can share my thoughts and my everyday life without constantly thinking that someone is going to judge me.

So, let's start the day...

Actually, let's start with the most highlighted part of my day — sorry, evening! 😂

Because jaise hi main ghar pahunchti hoon, meri life ka ek alag hi routine start ho jaata hai.

Me, Dara aur Lala...

Bus mein evening se lekar raat ke dinner tak bus humari hi baatein chalti rehti hain. Seriously, hum itna bolte hain ki kabhi-kabhi mujhe khud lagta hai — humare paas itni baatein aati kahan se hain? 😂 aur maar bhi padti hai.. yeh fix hai..

Aaj Humne Manchurian, Manchurian soup aur aloo paratha khaya, saath mein hamari special homemade spicy chutney. And then dinner mein, kyunki aaj baarish ka mausam tha, garma-garam khichdi with chutney tha

Kasam se... full ho gaye the hum! 🤌🏻

Phir maine thode questions solve kiye. Waise toh din bhar kaafi kuch chal raha tha, but bus mein masti karte-karte pata hi nahi chala ki poora din kaise nikal gaya.

Office and ghar..

And just like that, another day came to an end.

Alhamdulillah. 🤍

-Safarnama 

DAY 201: Again, a new week begins.

21.07.2026 —🌻

Hi… Again, a new week begins.

 

But honestly, meri vibe aaj bilkul lazy thi. Itni zyada tired thi ki bas mann kar raha tha kuch na karun. 😭 Main office around 11:15 AM pahunchi, which is obviously too embarrassingly late... but ek cheez ke liye I’m actually proud of myself — aaj maine koi leave apply nahi ki! 😂

 

So, technically, I still showed up. That's an achievement, right?

Office mein humare upcoming event ki preparations chal rahi hain. Invitations distribute kar rahe hain aur ensure kar rahe hain ki sab log properly registered ho jaayein. Aur obviously, sabse important part — sales!

Abhi Abakkus Large & Mid Cap Fund ka NFO, yani New Fund Offer, chal raha hai, toh hum clients ko subscribe karne ke liye convince kar rahe hain. Honestly, kabhi-kabhi lagta hai humara pura kaam hi clients ko convince karna hai. 😭

 

But one thing I have to admit — hamari research team kaafi achhi hai. So, at least that part is genuinely good.

 

Aaj ki evening was the best... 🤍 Office ke baad finally ghar aayi aur phir thoda apna time mila.

Sabse pehle maine Lala ki banayi hui fried rice khayi — and honestly, it tasted so good! 🍚

Uske baad Sabu ke saath chair par baith kar vlogs dekhe. Just good food, apne log, random vlogs aur ek peaceful evening.

 

Sometimes, the best moments are actually the simplest ones. Aaj ka best time wahi tha. 🤍

Phir maine apna Sunday wala blog complete kiya aur post bhi kar diya. Aur blog likhte-likhte mujhe pata hi nahi chala ki maine khana khana hi bhool gayi! 😭

So, that's it for today

Bye, milte hain next blog mein. 🌻

-Allhumdulilah

-Safarnama

 

DAY 199 & 200: I Attended Jam2gather

19.07 & 20.07

Hello~

Let's document the day jiska mujhe bahot dino se intezar tha.

I worked as a volunteer at Jam2Gather Today, and honestly mujhe yeh concept bahot pasand aaya. Kaafi time se mujhe aisa experience karna tha. Mujhe abhi tak nahi pata unke paas mera number kaise aaya, but pehle unke updates mere phone pe aate rehte the. Ek din volunteer ka message aaya, maine details fillout ki, aur almost after a month finally aaj woh din aa hi gaya. Waooo!

Ghar mein almost sabse ladai ho hi gayi thi, aur aaj tak mujhe samajh nahi aaya ki log itna bura kyun bol dete hain. Bas ek hi dua hai... Allah kare La.la kabhi mere saath aisa na kare.

Subah maine departure choose kiya tha jisme sabse jaldi jaana tha, Subah uthte hi socha pehle kapde wash kar leti hu.btw. Ammi karte hai but whenever I fight I do this stuff to show..and then I realized ki i deserve thii.. mere bahot kapde thee ..abb mai 1 din mai 2 suit forsure use karti hi hu...then maine sab wash ki, nahaayi, aur finally black suit ke saath black chotu-net wala dupatta pehenkar ready ho gayi. Baarish ki wajah se shoes already gande ho gaye the, isliye Dara ko bola Lala ke footwear bhejne ke liye. Aur Dara ne apni jhuti bhi bhej di. Honestly, mujhe bahot pasand aayi. Thanks, Dara! 

Mere paas paise hamesha month end mein khatam ho jaate hain. Aaj bhi sirf 66 rupees bache the. Ammi-Abbu waise bhi office ya aise extra expenses ke liye paise nahi dete. Isliye main kaafi din se is event ka wait kar rahi thi. Finally bus 332 pakdi aur seedha venue pahunch gayi.ek cheez hai humari Mumbai mai travelling cheap hai.. Greatful

Event Phoenix Marketcity, Kurla mein tha. Main gate se entry dhoondhne mein thoda confuse ho gayi thi kyunki bahar bhi interior ka kaam chal raha tha aur Sunday hone ki wajah se bahot crowd tha. Bas logon ke saath chalti gayi aur entry mil hi gayi.

Sabse achhi baat ye hui ki mujhe singer Ella se milne ka chance mila. Yaar, woh bilkul Bhopal TV serial wali sweet aur respectful personality nikli. Itni fair aur beautiful thi ki bas dekhte hi reh jao. Mere hisaab se 10/10. Woh almost 3 ghante perform karne wali thi, phir bhi performance se pehle sabke saath baatein aur smiles... sab kuch itne patiently kar rahi thi. Log unse baat karte hue nervous ho rahe the, aur main bhi. Bas itna hi bol paayi ki main pehle hi unse mil chuki hu. Best moment tha.waooo

Aaj ek cheez maine apne baare mein notice ki. Jab main akeli hoti hu na, toh mujhe bahot darr lagta hai. Main bahot introvert hu, motivation bhi kam ho jaati hai. Lekin agar mere saath koi ho, chahe woh bas saamne khada hi kyun na ho, mujhe bahot accha feel hota hai. Shayad mujhe hamesha apne saath kisi ki presence chahiye hoti hai. Physical existence zaroori nahi, bas kisi ka saath feel hona kaafi hota hai.

Mera kaam guest list check karna tha. Isi beech pata chala ki team ki taraf se hume gratitude ke liye do friends ko guest ke roop mein invite karne ka chance mil sakta tha. Aur as usual... yeh message mujhse miss ho gaya. Mujhe bura laga kyunki warna shayad main apne kisi friend ko bula leti.

Event start hua toh mere paas ek ladki baithi thi. Woh fashion designing college mein thi aur last year uska college complete hua tha. Uske paas wali didi Nariman Point mein wealth manager hain aur lagbhag 6 saal se technical department aur operations mein kaam kar rahi hain. Ab PMS handle karti hain. Humne kaafi der tak random topics par baatein ki, aur honestly unse baat karke accha laga.

Poora din itni excitement mein nikal gaya ki ghar se tiffin hote hue bhi properly kha hi nahi paayi. Bas do spoon Maggi khaayi. Mujhe pasand bhi nahi aayi. Aur Lala... jaise hi main plate neeche rakhti hu, woh side mein quietly wait karta rehta hai ki kab usko khane ko mile. Sach mein, bada toh ho raha hai... par mere liye abhi bhi baby hi hai.

Aur pata nahi kyun... har jagah mujhe mere 4lyfers yaad aate hain. Jab sab saath hote hain na, chahe khushi ho ya na ho, mujhe complete feel hota hai. Aur jab woh saath nahi hote, toh lagta hai jaise kuch missing hai. Main bas hamesha unhe apne saath chahti hu. Honestly..

Aur last mein... mujhe Chand ki bahot yaad aa rahi hai. Bas uske liye dua karti hu. Yeh situation easy nahi hai. Main physically tumhare saath nahi hu... but I'm always beside you, my Chand.

Here's your ending, enhanced in your usual Hinglish diary style while keeping the emotions exactly the same.

Abb wapas bhi mujhe bus se hi aana tha. Main bus pakadne ke liye literally bhaag rahi thi, but mujhe pata hi nahi tha ki bus stop exactly hai kahan. Tab tak almost raat ke 11 bajne wale the. Road bhi almost khaali thi, toh maine Sakinaka tak auto liya. Usne 38 rupees charge kiye, aur waha se bus pakadkar finally ghar ke liye nikal gayi.

Honestly, pura scene Subway Surfers jaisa lag raha tha. 😂 Sach mein! Main gangster zarur banti hu, lekin asli mein hu nahi. Bas ek hi mission tha... 11 baje tak ghar pahochna hi hai. Aur guys... mission successful! Main almost 25 minutes mein ghar pahoch gayi.

Ghar aate hi sabse pehle face wash kiya, fresh hui aur phir thodi si biryani khaayi. Pura pet bhar ke nahi khaya kyunki ek saath itna heavy khane se mujhe problem hoti hai.

Uske baad maine apna certificate aur event ki saari cheezein bahot carefully rakh di. Phir phone uthaya aur Sabeb se baat ki. Usne Chand ke baare mein poocha. Meri Chand se baat nahi hui thi... lekin pata hai? Sabe ne woh space fill kar diya jo poore din mujhe missing lag raha tha. Main pura din bas wait kar rahi thi ki koi toh hoga jo puchega, "Aur batao... kaisa tha tumhara din?" Aur jab usne ye poocha na... toh laga jaise poore din ki kami ek second mein poori ho gayi. Sach bolu toh uss moment main thodi emotional ho gayi...even now while writting

Bas Allah se dua hai ki Chand theek ho. Mujhe samajh hi nahi aa raha usse kya bolu. Main message type karti hu, phir erase kar deti hu aur phone side mein rakh deti hu. Kuch words hote hi nahi aise waqt ke liye.

Allah, meri dost ko sabr ata farma. Uski family ke liye har cheez aasaan kar de. Dil bahot dukhta hai... Allah kyun?

Allah tumhe sabr aur aasani de. Ameen. ❤️

Alhamdulillah... In Sha Allah ek din Jannah mein tumse zaroor milungi, Kittu. Tumhare saath khelungi bhi. Mujhe sirf ek baar tumse milne ka mauka mila tha, aur tum sach mein bahot pyaare ho.. har kisi ki aankhon ka noor.

Kaash main tumse mil sakti.. Main hamesha tumhare marks, tumhari dedication aur tumhari mehnat par proud rahungi. Aur hamesha rahungi.

Until we meet again in Jannah, little Kittu. ❤️

Allah tumhe Jannatul Firdaus ata farma. Ameen.

Allhumdulillah..

-Safarnama 

😂DAY 198: Saturday day bhi office se der se chutti mili

18.07.2026

Hii Guys... Documenting my Saturday...

Ab toh har Saturday office jaana hi padta hai. Aaj bhi main aram aram se bina nahaye hi office nikal gayi. Socha tha sirf 2 baje tak office hoga, ghar aakar mast nahaungi, thoda rest karungi aur phir padhai. Pura plan ready tha... lekin life ko mere plans kab pasand aate hain? 😂

Main office mein almost ek saal se hoon, aur itne time mein maine kabhi apne boss ko Saturday ko office aate hue nahi dekhi hu. Lekin aaj pata nahi kya hua... woh bhi aa gaye. Aur around 1:30 PM pata chala ki aaj 4–5 baje tak rukna padega. Chalo, agar kaam hota toh bhi theek tha. Lekin funny baat yeh thi ki main toh almost poora time fukat hi baithi thi. Koi proper kaam hi nahi tha.

Waise aaj ka best part tha... lunch boss ki taraf se. Mood thoda uplift karne ke liye maine Pav Bhaji aur Chilli Cheese Garlic Paratha order kiya. Ek baat toh pakki hai... mujhe bade restaurants se zyada maza street food mein aata hai. Uska taste hi alag hota hai.

Humne Khasiyat Restaurant se order kiya tha. Honestly, food bas average hi laga. Har cheez thodi zyada tangy thi aur woh Chilli Cheese Garlic Paratha... baap re! Itna overloaded tha cheese se ki maine sirf ek quarter ka aadha hi khaya hoga aur uske baad hi itna heavy feel hone laga jaise bas ab aur nahi khaya jaayega. Seriously, vomiting jaisa feel ho raha tha.

Office se ghar aate waqt bas ek hi wish thi... thoda sukoon mile. Thoda rest karungi aur phir padhai karungi. Lekin ghar pahunchte hi alag hi chapter shuru ho gaya.

Humare ghar mein phir se full kalesh ho gaya.

Raat bhar wahi drama chalta raha. Mummy se daant bhi padi, maar bhi khani padi, aur uss sab ke beech mere phone ke almost saare apps delete ho gaye. Phir dobara download karne pade. Aur sabse badi problem... mere WhatsApp ka backup on hi nahi tha. Matlab... meri saari photos chali gayi.

Aur iss poori story ka credit... Dara ko. 😭😂

Uss waqt itna gussa aur irritation ho raha tha ki bas mann kar raha tha zor zor se ro lu. Aur sach kahun... main royi bhi.

Mood theek karne ke liye maine thodi der movie dekhne ki try ki. Socha shayad distraction mil jaaye. Lekin honestly, dil phir bhi halka nahi hua. Aakhir mein bas phone Dara ke mu par maar kar so gyi ... aur so gayi.

Aaj ka din shayad un dino mein se tha jahan office bhi expected nahi tha... aur ghar bhi peaceful nahi tha. Lekin koi baat nahi... Har din ek jaisa nahi hota.

Aur mujhe yakeen hai ki ek din yeh sab bhi sirf meri diary ka ek purana page ban kar reh jayega. Jo bhi hai... Alhamdulillah.

– Safarnama

DAY 197: TAMASHA...(I feel I have a Psychological disorder)

 17.07.2026

~YEH KAHANI MERI HAI~

Hii Guys...

Aaj ka blog shayad mere baaki blogs thoda sa lengthy hoga..

Pichle kuch dino se meri life bilkul scrambled si ho gayi hai. Main ek hi cheez ko kabhi laptop mein likh rahi hoon, kabhi phone ke notes mein, aur kabhi diary mein.

Sach bolu... Mujhe samajh hi nahi aa raha ki yeh sirf thakan hai, anxiety hai ya sirf meri overthinking. Bas itna pata hai ki andar bahot kuch chal raha hai.

Agar tumne observe kiya hoga, toh pichle kuch dino se main regular blogs bhi nahi likh pa rahi hoon. Aur mere liye yeh bahot unusual hai. 

Kehte hain na... bheed mein hum sirf logon ke chehre dekhte hain. Lekin pichle kuch dino se main unke expressions, unka behaviour aur unki aankhon mein chhupi tension bhi notice karne lagi hoon. Shayad main zyada observe kar rahi hoon... ya shayad pehli baar itna dhyaan se dekh rahi hoon.

Isliye maine socha... jo bhi chal raha hai, sab likh deti hoon. Shayad likhne se mere brain ko bhi clarity mile. Aur jo mujhe padh raha hai, shayad woh bhi mujhe thoda better samajh paaye. Mujhe guide kar paaye..

Kahani ki shuruwat hue July ke first week se.

Jaise tum sabko pata hai, humari company ka merger hua hai. Now Officially The office is working as per our #new boss.(I hate him). Papers sign hue, meetings hui aur kaam chalu ho gaya. Bahar se sab kuch smooth lag raha tha.

Lekin dheere dheere office ka atmosphere badalne laga. Discussion badal gaye. Pressure badhne laga.

Aur mujhe personally lagne laga ki yeh sirf merger nahi hai... Acquasition hai. Shayad main galat hoon.  But that's how my heart is seeing it. Sabse zyada bura mujhe apne seniors ko dekh kar lagta hai.

Jo log itne saalon se honestly kaam kar rahe hain, unke upar itna pressure dekh kar dil heavy ho jaata hai. Pehli baar maine aaj unhe donkey ke tarah kaam karte hue dekha hai..30- 40 yrs mai they never had seen how corporate works. Now achanak everthing is happening.

Ab calls aur targets hi sab kuch ban gaye hain. Target complete hua toh incentive. Nahi hua toh penalty.

Aur yeh soch kar hi ajeeb lagta hai ki jis salary se ghar chalana waise hi mushkil hai, ussi mein se penalty bhi.Wahhh..Boss Wahh..

Kabhi kabhi lagta hai... Insaan bura nahi hota.Situation usse banne par Majboor karti deti hai.

Meri office lagbhag 40 saal purani hai. Hamesha ek chhote aur khush parivaar jaisi vibe aati thi. Shayad isi wajah se mujhe yahan ka environment itna pasand hai. Lekin ab sab kuch dheere dheere badalta hua sa lag raha hai. Bas ek hi dua hai...

Allah kare humare naye bosses ko bhi jaldi samajh aaye ki numbers se pehle log aate hain. Mujhe bas itna feel ho raha hai ki agar pressure isi tarah badhta gaya, toh sirf employees hi nahi... clients bhi uska asar feel karenge.Targets ke Chakkar mai koi bhi product kisi ko bhi chipka diya jayega.

Ho sakta hai main galat hoon. Ho sakta hai main sirf zyada soch rahi hoon.

Lekin aaj mere dil mein jo tha, woh maine bina kuch chhupaye likh diya.

Kabhi kabhi answers dhoondhne se pehle apne thoughts ko words dena zaroori hota hai. Aur aaj maine bas wahi kiya.

Abb tak toh tum logon ko pakka lag raha hoga ki "Khush pagal ho gayi hai." 😂 But trust me...

Main isse bhi zyada pagal ho chuki hoon.

Pata nahi kyun, lekin mujhe lagta hai main corporate buddy nahi hoon. Mujhe kisi ki lead chori karke apna target complete nahi karna. Mujhe kisi ko neecha dikhakar ya kisi ka haq lekar aage badhna bhi nahi hai. Aur sabse zyada darr mujhe iss baat ka hai ki kahin situations mujhe waise insaan mein na badal dein, jaisa main kabhi banna hi nahi chahti.

Ha..Mai Galat insaan..Lekin yeh wali nahii

mujhe Tamasha movie yaad gayi. Usmein jo loop dikhaya tha na... wahi loop. Bas bhaagte rehna, kaam karte rehna, aur dheere dheere khud ko hi bhool jaana. Pata nahi kyun, lekin mujhe uss loop mein phasna nahi hai..

Aur shayad isi wajah se mera focus bhi disturb ho raha hai. Padhai waise nahi ho pa rahi jaise main chahti hoon. Kabhi office ke thoughts, kabhi future ki tension, kabhi overthinking... sab ek saath dimaag mein chalne lagta hai.

that's it for the day.

Alhamdulillah.

– Safarnama

Day 196: Next month mera Bday hai yehhhhhhhhh

 16.08.2026

Hii,

On a same date of next month 16.08 will be Khush Day….

I'm Feeling Good.

 

Aaj ka day Ajeeb- Gareeb tha.. Mujhe describe nahi karna hai.

 

I'm receiving some signs..I feel mai ek wrong direction mai hu or mai ek loop mai phass gayi hu..

I feel I don’t know my self what I want to do ..is still pending to know.

-Allhumdulilah

-Safarnama

DAY 195: A Small update

 15.07.2026

Hii..

Presenting small blog. Day went in office and then ghar aakar next day ki Tyari..

Khud ke liye tho time hi nahi hai..

Allhumdulliah

- Safarnama

DAY 194: A shaam with Laksh Maheshwari

14.07.2026

Hii...

Yaar, pata hi nahi chal raha ki din itni jaldi kaise nikal rahe hain. Ek acchi baat yeh hai ki kaafi weak aur low feel karne ke baad bhi main genuinely hard work kar rahi hoon. Lekin buri baat yeh hai ki abhi bhi mujhe bahot kuch seekhna baaki hai, aur time manage karna aaj bhi meri weakest point hai.

Kal subah meri aankh 8:17 AM par khuli. Jaise hi time dekha, meri toh hawa hi nikal gayi. 😂 Fatafat ready hui aur office ke liye bhaagi. Lekin jaise ki expected tha... main late hi pahunchi. Attendance mein Absent mark ho gaya. Anyways... ab toh iski thodi si aadat ho gayi hai.

Thoda sa mood off bhi tha. IPO allot nahi hua. Ek taraf halka sa gussa aa raha tha, aur doosri taraf khud par hi hasi bhi aa rahi thi. Kabhi kabhi life bhi na... ajeeb combination de deti hai. 😅

Office pahunchte hi poora din almost SBI ke IPO ke around hi ghoomta raha. Clients ke calls, discussions aur IPO se related kaam mein itna busy ho gaye ki pata hi nahi chala din kab nikal gaya.

Aur phir kya...Shaam ne toh poore din ka mood hi change kar diya. Bahot maza aaya. Kyun aaya? Woh story main next blog mein pakka share karungi. Aur aaj ki ek aur highlight bhi hai... 

~LAKSH MAHESHWARI~

Jo log kahaniyon ki duniya ko follow karte hain, unhone pakka inka naam suna hoga.

Mujhe Laksh Maheshwari Instagram par random scrolling karte waqt mile the. Woh ek story suna rahe the, aur pata nahi kyun, unki storytelling aur baat karne ka tareeka mujhe bahot inspiring laga. Bas wahi se main unhe follow karne lagi.

Aur phir kismat ne jaise dobara darwaza khat-khataya. 😂

Ek din achanak unki videos meri YouTube feed mein bhi aane lagi. Ab yeh YouTube ka algorithm mujhe aaj tak samajh nahi aaya. Mere lectures ke beech achanak inki videos kaise aa gayi? But honestly... I'm not complaining.

Maine turant unki videos apni playlist mein save kar li.

Kal shaam lecture sunte sunte mera sir bahot dard karne laga. Socha thoda break leti hoon. Aur woh 2 minute ka break kab almost 2 ghante ban gaya, pata hi nahi chala. 😂

A story of Sahir, Amrita and Imroz

(Guys.. Mujhe yeh part perfectly Document karna hai..So I will Do this After my Exam Ends)

DAY 193: That's me and my chand.

13.07.2026

Hii Guys...

Ooo haa... ek cheez main kal wale blog mein mention karna hi bhool gayi.

Kal raat meri aur Chand ki bahot der tak baat hui. Around 3:00 A.M. tak tho shuru mai hum bas random topics par baate karte rahe. Actually mujhe usse bahot dino se kuch important baat share karni thi, lekin time hi nahi mil raha tha. Kal finally mauka mila... Aur phir ek topic se doosra, doosre se teesra... aur pata hi nahi chala time kab nikal gaya.

BTW..maine Mere phone mein uss time do windows ek saath chal rahi thi. 😂 in the start of our chats. Ek side Chand ke saath baat ho rahi thi... Aur doosri side main chup chup ke Cocktail movie dekh rahi thi. Okay... okay... I know! 😂 -sorry..

Maine almost aadhi movie dekh li thi, phir beech mein pause kar di aur phir sirf baate hi baate chalti rahi. Agar next day office na hota, toh pakka aur bhi der tak jaagte rehte.

Aur idhar exams itne kareeb hain... Aur main aise risks le rahi hoon. 😵‍💫

Anyways... Let's document Monday.

Honestly, aaj ka din bahot hi simple tha. Office mein pura din itni neend aa rahi thi ki bas pucho mat. Lag raha tha meri body abhi bhi kal raat ke 3 baje tak jaagne ka badla le rahi hai. 😂 Pata hi nahi chala din kab nikal gaya. Ghar aakar sabse pehle maine Cocktail movie finally finish kar li. Kaafi time se aadhi chhodi hui thi, toh accha laga complete karke. Uske baad thodi padhai ki aur bas.

Waise aaj ki ek aur special baat thi... Aaj La.La ka college ka first day tha. Uske baare mein sunte hi mujhe apna first day of college yaad aa gaya.

Aur guess what... Main apne pehle hi din late pahunchi thi. 😂 Class almost full thi, isliye mujhe first bench par baithna pada. Waise bhi first bench usually khaali hi hoti thi. Itni saari details toh ab yaad nahi hain, lekin kuch kuch moments abhi bhi dimaag mein fresh hain. Mujhe toh yeh bhi halka halka yaad aa raha hai ki shayad mere bagal mein koi ladki baithi thi. Pata nahi sach hai ya meri memory khud hi story bana rahi hai. 😂 Isse pehle yeh yaadein aur fade ho jaayein, maine socha blog mein document kar hi deti hoon.

Shaam ko main aur Dara dono milkar La.La se uske first day ke baare mein bahot saare sawaal pooch rahe the.

"Teachers kaise the?" "Friends bane?" "College kaisa laga?"

Aur woh bhi bade maze se sab batata raha. Bas... aise hi baate karte karte din khatam ho gaya.

– Safarnama

DAY 192: Me on a railway station waiting for someone

12.07.2026

Hii Guys...

Sitting on a Tuesday and documenting my Sunday. I feel it's funny. 😂 Right now I'm sitting at the railway station waiting for someone, so I thought instead of scrolling endlessly on my phone, why not complete some pending work? Aur meri pending list mein sabse pehle aata hai blog writing.

Waise sach bolu toh Sunday mein kya hua tha woh mujhe properly yaad hi nahi aa raha tha. Dimaag par full zor lagana pada. Main literally apne aap se bol rahi thi, "Khush, yaad kar... Sunday ko kiya kya tha?" Aur phir achanak yaad aaya — arre haan, main toh poora din padhai kar rahi thi!

Baat kuch aisi hai ki Research Analyst ka exam difficult hai, yeh maine har kisi se suna hai. Aur sirf suna hi nahi, maine khud ek failure bhi face kiya hai. Isliye iss baar preparation ko lekar main thodi serious ho gayi hoon. Sabke recommendations par maine Pass For Sure ke question banks ka 30-day access le liya. Uska cost around ₹700 tha. Honestly, ek exam ke liye sirf fees hi expense nahi hoti. Uske baad bhi study materials, question banks aur bahot saare hidden expenses hote hain. Aur jab salary bhi limited ho, toh har kharcha soch samajh kar karna padta hai. Kabhi kabhi lagta hai agar paise thode zyada hote toh kitna time bach jaata. Bahot si cheezein aasaan ho jaati. But koi baat nahi, jo hai ussi mein manage karna hai. Main positive hoon aur sabse important baat — I believe in myself.

Poora din maine padhai ki. Beech mein shayad sirf do breaks liye honge. Aur finally maine saare question banks complete kar liye. Yehhhhh! Us moment par genuinely laga ki full paisa vasool ho gaya. Haan, beech mein around 30 questions ke baad thoda issue hua tha. Shayad maine kisi previous blog mein mention bhi kiya tha ki technical glitch ki wajah se mera paper automatically submit ho gaya tha. Uss incident ke baad thoda darr toh tha, lekin iss baar sab smoothly complete ho gaya. Mera poora set shaam ko around 7:12 PM tak finish ho gaya.

Uske lagbhag 15 minute baad main apni favourite jagah J.B. Nagar nikal gayi. Pata nahi kyun, lekin mujhe wahan walk karna bahot pasand hai. Main continuously do ghante se bhi zyada walk karti rahi. It was honestly a perfect walk. Mere face se continuously sweat aa raha tha, aur ghar pahunchne ke baad jaise hi maine mirror mein dekha, main ek second ke liye ruk gayi. Mujhe laga, "Yaar, mera face itna shine kyun kar raha hai?" Phir thoda dhyaan se dekha toh samajh aaya... glow nahi tha bhai, sweat tha. 😂 Khud par hi hasi aa gayi.

Walk ke baad maine mast pani puri khayi aur bas, Sunday ka end wahi ho gaya. Sach kahu toh aur kuch yaad hi nahi aa raha. Shayad iss Sunday ka hero koi exciting event nahi tha. 

– Safarnama

DAY 191: A Weight day

11.07.2026

Hii Guys...

From the bottom of my heart... Sorry for the late post. I was busy solving some question sets and honestly, abhi bhi meri life full speed mein chal rahi hai. Itne saare kaam ek saath chal rahe hain ki maine socha tha aaj post hi skip kar deti hoon. But phir laga... itni bhi busy boss nahi bani hoon. At least aaj ke highlights toh share kar hi sakti hoon.

Aaj ki morning kaafi happy thi. Pata nahi kyun, randomly mera mann hua aur maine ek chhota sa video bana kar 4lyferz mein story daal di. Mast laga. Kabhi kabhi bina kisi reason ke bhi kuch post karne ka alag hi maza hota hai.

Uske baad mujhe phir se Bori Colony jaana tha. Aur guys, aaj Rida Ma'am ne mujhe ek bahot bada Cheese Biscuit ka packet gift kiya. Main pehle toh bahot na-na kar rahi thi, but unhone itne pyaar se diya ki finally mujhe lena hi pada. Jaise hi office pahunchi, K Sir ne haste hue poocha, "Kuch mila tujhe?" Maine bhi haste haste bola, "Of course!" Sach kahu na, mere pure office mein shayad sabse zyada treats mujhe clients se hi mili hain. Aur mujhe genuinely samajh nahi aata itna appreciation kis baat ka. Honestly, mujhe toh lagta hai office mein main kuch khaas karti hi nahi hoon. Phir bhi log itne pyaar se yaad rakhte hain, aur woh feeling bahot acchi lagti hai.

Aaj office mein hum sabne apna weight bhi check kiya. Aur guess what... mera weight dekh kar main khud shock ho gayi. Mujhe laga tha kam se kam 45-48 kg ke aas-paas toh hoga, lekin usse bhi kam nikla. Waise kam hona bhi theek hai, bas pet bahar nahi aana chahiye. 😂 Sach bolu, Alpha dekhne ke baad main thodi si Alia Bhatt se inspire ho gayi hoon. Yaar, mujhe bhi ek mast fit body chahiye. Pata hai abhi meri aukaat ke bahar lag raha hai, but koi baat nahi. Ek din uske liye bhi kaam karungi.

Waise aaj office mein koi khaas kaam nahi hua. Full T.P. chal rahi thi kyunki humara terminal shift ho raha tha. Terminal matlab wahi system jisse hum clients ke behalf par shares buy aur sell karte hain. Office mein usko lekar full chiaao-chiaao machi hui thi. Beech mein maine apne Jai Bhavani wale Sir ke saath online charts study kiye. Hum dono ne milkar kuch stocks research kiye aur kuch recommendations bhi mili. Mujhe aise sessions bahot pasand aate hain kyunki har baar kuch na kuch naya seekhne mil hi jaata hai.

Phir main ghar aa gayi. Bahar itni dhoop aur garmi thi ki bas pucho mat. Ghar aate hi maine dal-chawal ke saath gaon ka aam ka achaar khaya. Yaar... naam likhte likhte hi muh mein paani aa gaya. Uske baad maine woh series dekhni shuru kar di jo main 2023 se dekhna chahti thi. Us series ke saath kitni memories judi hui hain. 2023 mein main aur Chand dono Sabeb ke ghar gaye the. Mujhe lagta hai uss din Obi ka birthday bhi tha. Cake tha, Maggie thi aur humne ussi series ka ek episode dekha tha. Tabhi se socha tha ki kabhi na kabhi isse properly complete karungi. Aur finally aaj woh din aa hi gaya.

Waise mujhe scam aur paiso se related series dekhna bahot pasand hai. Unmein har baar kuch naya perspective milta hai. Is series se bhi bahot kuch seekhne mila aur kaafi nayi cheezein samajhne mili. Bas ek hi complaint hai... last episode ki ending mujhe bilkul satisfying nahi lagi. Aisa laga jaise story adhuri chhod di ho. Lekin uske alawa poori series bahot mast thi.

Aur phir pata hi nahi chala kab poora din nikal gaya. Series dekhte dekhte mera pura schedule ulta ho gaya. Padhai side mein reh gayi aur baaki saare kaam bhi. Raat ko finally maine khud ko thoda push kiya aur socha, "Bas kuch questions solve kar leti hoon taaki Sunday ke liye momentum bana rahe." Maine thode questions solve kiye aur uske baad seedha so gayi.

Kabhi kabhi productive day ka matlab sirf kaam karna nahi hota. Kabhi kabhi apne mind ko bhi break dena zaroori hota hai. Aur shayad... aaj wahi din tha.

– Safarnama

DAY 190: FAST- FAST DAYS ARE GOING ..

10.07.2026

Hello Guys... 🤍 How are you all? Aur tumhara July kaisa jaa raha hai?

Yaar... dekhte hi dekhte July ke 10 din bhi nikal gaye. Time sach mein Rajdhani Express ki speed se bhaag raha hai.

So... let's document the day.

 

Aaj mummy ki awaaz se jaldi uthna pada because hair wash day tha. Aur finally... periods bhi khatam ho gaye! Alhamdulillah. Ab chutti ke din properly Qur'an padhungi aur namaz bhi regular padhne ka plan hai, In Sha Allah.

But this is me...

Meri life mein koi drama ho aisa ho hi nahi sakta.so aaj Mere liye sirf ek hi shampoo ka sachet rakha hua tha. Aur mere baalon mein itna oil tha ki pucho mat.

Sabse pehle maine socha chalo kapde dhone wale soap se try karte hain...

Result? Zero. 😂 #huggu Ideas of khush

Baal toh Soapy ho hi nahi rahe the. Phir maine woh eklauta shampoo use kiya...

Woh bhi almost waste. Finally body soap se try kiya toh thoda bahot clean hua.

Lekin naha kar jab baal comb kiye na… Toh white white kuch nikal raha tha . may soap hi hoga jo saaf nahi hua hoga.. Tab samajh aa gaya...

"Khush... yeh baal clean nahi hue." Ab kal dobara hair wash karna hi padega. 😂

Sach bolu? Main 23 saal ki ho gayi hoon, lekin kabhi kabhi lagta hai mujhe kuch bhi nahi aata.

But koi baat nahi...

Ek cheez bahot achhi aati hai… Masti karna. 😂 Aur honestly, woh bhi life mein equally important hai.

Jaise Shoaib Ibrahim kehte hain… "Life mein kitni bhi problems kyun na ho... khush raho aur pyaar baanto." 🤍

Ab as always… Train miss ho hi gayi. 😂 Lekin aaj maine attendance green mark karwa li.

Yaar... itna achievement feel hua! Pure July ke in 10 dino mein aaj pehli baar on time attendance lagi. Small achievement… But still an achievement. Office pahunch kar thodi padhai ki. Market update dekha… Aur aaj market dekh kar maza aa gaya. Sab kuch positive tha.

Aur bhai… Kusumgar IPO ke liye toh literally bheed lagi hui hai. 😭📈 Market close hone ke baad around 3:40 PM, ek client ka call aaya. Unhe isi IPO mein apply karna tha. K Sir ne bola,

"Har account se 2-2 lot apply karo." Maine bola, "Sir... market toh close ho gaya." Unhone bola, "Application 4 baje tak jaata hai."

Maine turant terminal open kiya… Aur application successfully ho gaya. Us moment par main bas ek hi cheez soch rahi thi… "Waah yaar... aaj kuch naya seekhne mila." ❤️

Mujhe genuinely bahot accha lagta hai jab office mein kuch naya learn karti hoon.

 

Uske baad almost 5:10 tak kaam kiya. Side mein webinar bhi chal raha tha. Work complete hua toh honestly padhne ka bilkul mann nahi tha. Kaafi thak gayi thi. Isliye sirf 2 questions solve kiye aur apna blog post kar diya. Waise mujhe woh blog bilkul pasand nahi aaya. Bahot rough tha. Main aisi blogs post karna pasand nahi karti.

Mujhe har cheez baar baar read karni hoti hai. Har line perfect karni hoti hai. Problem bas itni hai...

Main ek slow turtle hoon. 🐢😂 Aur jab saare kaam ek saath pending ho jaate hain na...

Toh perfection aur delay dono saath chalne lagte hain. Isliye socha… "Better hai post kar do." Perfect hone ka wait karte karte kabhi kabhi cheezein reh hi jaati hain.

 

Office se nikalte waqt meri aur Ki ki mast baatein hui.

Kabhi life...

Kabhi college...

Kabhi office...

Aur phir wahi Saturday office ka dukh. 😂 Hum dono ko Saturday office aana bilkul pasand nahi hai. Hum dono office Roz aane ka motivation same hai… "Bas Saturday aur Sunday jaldi aa jaaye." 😭 Aur mujhe genuinely lagta hai hum dono ki vibes bahot match karti hain. Bas Allah se ek hi dua hai… Office ke baad bhi humara connection aise hi bana rahe. Ameen. 🤍

 

Ghar pahunchi toh itni garmi thi ki bas… Aur upar se maine black suit pehna tha. Usmein aur bhi zyada garmi lag rahi thi.

Completely drained feel kar rahi thi. Lekin ghar aate hi ek aur scene shuru ho gaya. Mere Abbu...

Hamesha bachchon ko push karte rehte hain. Especially aaj kal Dara ko.

Aur honestly… Mujhe comparison bilkul pasand nahi. Main jaanti hoon parents humare bhale ke liye hi bolte hain. Lekin kisi ek bachche ko doosre se compare karna mujhe kabhi sahi nahi laga. Fight karna solution nahi hota. Aur Dara bhi uss time almost ro hi rahi thi. Toh maine usse bola, "Chal mere saath walk par. Mujhe waise bhi kuch samaan lena hai."

Aur woh turant maan gayi. ❤️

 

Sabse pehle hum garden gaye. Aur main seedha bhaag kar swing par chadh gayi. 😂 Sach bataun...

Jhoola jhulne ke baad lagta hai stress body se bahar nikal raha hai. Pehle ke comparison mein mera stress level waise bhi bahot kam ho gaya hai. Shukr Alhamdulillah. Life ki bahot si cheezein mujhe thodi late samajh aayi hain… Lekin samajh toh aayi. Aur mere liye wahi sabse badi baat hai.

me

 

Thodi der baad Dara boli, "Mujhe periods aa gaye." Maine bola, "Chal ghar chalte hain." 😂 Yaar… Hum girls ke periods bhi na… Kabhi best friend lagte hain aur kabhi biggest enemy. Main toh har month wait karti hoon… "Aaja bhaiiii..." 😂 Hum dono aram aram se baate karte hue ghar ki taraf chal diye. Mujhe Dara ke saath apna bond bahot pasand hai. Hum ek dusre ke… Dost bhi hain... aur jaan ke dushman bhi. 😂❤️ Woh bilkul chhoti bacchi jaisi hai. "Appi yeh dilana..." "Appi woh dilana..."

Aur main… "Beta... next time pakka." 😭😂

 

Phir hum Noble Medical gaye. Waise medicines toh milti hi hain… Lekin mujhe wahan ke snacks aur chhoti chhoti khane ki cheezein dekhna bahot pasand hai. 😂 Waise asli reason toh gift wrapping paper lena tha… Aur wahi reason maine Ammi ko ghar se nikalne ke liye diya tha. 🤭

bought this..

insights~

 

Aaj ka funniest moment… Main bhaag kar weighing machine ke paas gayi. Socha weight check karti hoon.  Lekin machine ki wire hi connected nahi thi. 😭😂 Main bas hasne lagi aur wahan se nikal gayi.

 

Ghar aakar fresh hui. Thoda sa blog likha. Phir Ammi ne dinner ke liye bulaya.Aaj toh maine bed par hi dinner kar liya.

Aur ab main aaram se bed par let kar yeh blog complete kar rahi hoon.

 

Guys maine ghar aakar dara se puchi .. Periods aaye and she said No.. Abb yeh wali every girl knowa..

Thank you, Dara... 🤍 Aaj mere saath walk par aane ke liye. School ki yaadein yaad karke bahot accha laga.

Kabhi kabhi life ko special banane ke liye kisi bade event ki zarurat nahi hoti. Bas ek acchi walk...

Ek pyari conversation… Ek jhoola… Aur kisi apne ke saath hasi.

Kabhi kabhi bas itna hi kaafi hota hai.

Alhamdulillah. 🌸

– Safarnama 🤍

 

.GIFT.

DAY 189: 09.07.2026

09.07.2026

Hii~ Documenting my day. 🌸

The day started with me reaching the office late... again. 😅

Finally, from 4th July to 8th July, I somehow managed to travel in the Mumbai local without a ticket. But today I finally made my railway pass, so this is my last pass I'll travel like that for this office. I will definately miss this horrible dayss!

Something funny happened in the office today. I received a warning email, and without thinking much, I replied with an apology. 😂 Later I found out that the mail was actually sent to everyone and wasn't meant specifically for me. My team couldn't stop laughing. I laughed too... what else could I do?

Overall, office was peaceful. Work went smoothly, and it turned out to be a pretty good day.

The happiest news of the day was that Lala's admission is finally done! ❤️ From 13th onwards, he'll officially become a college student. I still can't believe my little baby is all grown up. Time really flies.

In the evening, we visited Pride Computer to enquire about Digital marketing courses for Dara. They explained the fees and said it would be around ₹42,000 in installments or ₹36,000 for a one-time payment. Let's see what we decide. 

One of the best parts of today was talking to Chand after such a long time. It genuinely felt nice catching up, like some conversations instantly make your heart feel lighter.

But as soon as the call ended, Abbu started scolding me... and this time, it wasn't just the scolding—it was some of the words that hurt. Sometimes, words from the people you love hit harder than anything else. They stay with you.

For a moment, I felt really low.

Then I reminded myself... if they don't care that much, why should I keep hurting myself?

So instead of arguing, I just stayed quiet. I listened, ignored the unnecessary parts, and let it pass. There's an age gap between us, and maybe some things are just meant to be accepted instead of debated.

By then, my energy was completely drained.

So I did what I always do whenever I don't feel okay...

Masti. Faltu time pass then..

I finally shared my birthday wishlist properly with my 4 Lyfers, and honestly... the way they're pampering me makes me feel like an absolute queen. 🥹👑

My darling is so busy now a days , yet she's taking out time to send me dress links. Chand is doing the same even the more... many

And then there was Sabeb's message:

"Madam, iski deadline kya hai???"

I don't even know how to explain the happiness these small things give me. Sometimes love isn't in expensive gifts—it's in the effort, the excitement, and the little messages that make you smile for no reason.

Dinner was simple and comforting—chicken salan with rice. Dara and I even ate from the same plate while scrolling through our phones and talking about random things.

After that... I procrastinated on every single task I had planned to do. 😂

Maybe tomorrow.

Alhamdulillah for everything. 🤍

- Safarnama

DAY 188: A early post.

08.07.2026

Hii~~ 

Right now I'm in my office, and my bag is already packed. I'm all set to run home as soon as the clock hits the end .

Aaj bahot saare kaam mera wait kar rahe hai, and my main target is to finish every single one of them. Because after that... I have a reward waiting for me—my pending series.

I made a promise to myself that I'll watch it only after completing all my work. Discipline first, entertainment later.Lets seee!! kal ke post mai I will post my results

 Although agar bus mein mujhe ek perfect window seat mil gayi, toh shayad thoda sa dekh lungi.

Aaj ka office day honestly kaafi mast tha. Everything went by so fast that I didn't even realize how quickly the hours passed. Work was smooth, the vibe was nice, and before I knew it, it was already time to pack my bag.

Alhamdulillah for another good day. I pray the rest of today goes just as well, all my pending work gets completed on time, and I can finally end the day peacefully with my series.

-Safarnama

DAY 187: 07.07.2026- This is how my day went

07.07.2026

Hii~

It's 8th July, and I'm here with my blog, documenting my yesterday.

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As always, do baar alarm off kiya and then the third alarm said, "Ab uth bhi jao." 😂 So finally, around 7:30 a.m., I got up and quickly got ready in my green suit with a white dupatta.

Waise life mere saath kab simple hoti hai? 😂

I reached Andheri station and ended up waiting for almost 25 minutes for my train. Every minute I was like, "Ab aayegi... ab aayegi..." But instead of the train arriving, the station kept getting more and more crowded. Baap re! Itna rush dekh kar I was Scared..

It's been more than a year since I started travelling by Mumbai local, but honestly, I still don't know those secret techniques people use to enter packed trains so effortlessly. Somehow, with a little courage and a little luck, I managed to get inside safely.

After reaching the office, the very first thought that came to my mind was... "Aaj toh na baarish hai aur na hi koi major problem... phir trains itni delayed aur cancel kyun ho rahi thi?" Anyways... shayad kahin aur badal honge.

Office pahunchte hi maine pehle thode questions solve kiye, and then it was just kaam... aur kaam... no haraam. 😂 Usually, by 3:30 or maximum 4:00 p.m., my major work gets over, but yesterday I was continuously working till almost 5:00 p.m. Because of that, I couldn't do many of the other things I had planned.

Finally, evening hui and it was time to go home.

Ghar pahunchte hi maine thodi si naan khatai khayi and then started waiting for some delicious evening snacks. Guess what? Usse bhi better ho gaya. Mummy ne toh full party hi de di! 🤭

On the menu:
Samosa, Vadapav aur Frankie!

Waise maine La.La ko strict instructions diye the, "Kuch bhi lana... lekin garam lana!" Aur Dara ka alag hi mood chal raha tha. "Bhusa jaisa kuch mat lana." 😂😂

Order accepted...!!

Phir humne apna favourite 1.5-hour wala faltu kaam kiya. Pehle samose aaye... and we absolutely loved them! Garam-garam, crispy aur bilkul perfect. Uske baad bhi chain nahi mila. 😂 Humne phir se La.La ko baarish mein bhej diya Vadapav lane. Aur sach bolu... woh garam-garam Vadapav... Ahaa~~ kya taste tha! Tum log bhi aaj khao. 😌 Scanner bhej do... payment meri taraf se. 😂❤️

Uske baad main sach mein Aik ko hi soch rahi thii. Maine uske birthday ke liye ek gift order kiya hai, toh soch rahi thi ki usse achhe se pack karungi, ek cute sa handwritten card bhi add karungi... aur shayad uske saath kuch aur bhi le lu.

Tabhi uska message aaya.

"What is the difference between SIP and MF?"

Main bas smile karne lagi aur hasi bhi aa gayi.

Kaisa question hai yeh? 😂

Obviously, main iss field mein hoon toh mere liye yeh bahut basic tha, but he isn't from the finance field, so it made complete sense.

Waise hum dono ki itni zyada baat bhi nahi hoti, but yesterday was different. Uske paas n number of questions the, aur woh har ek cheez ke proper handmade notes bana raha tha.

Main usse reply kar rahi thi, but honestly, mujhe thoda sa ajeeb bhi lag raha tha because ussi time mere khud ke test ke 20 questions solve karne baaki the.

Toh maine pehle apna test complete kiya. Aur jaise hi finish hua, maine uske liye proper notes banaye, explain kiya aur sab kuch send kar diya. Tab tak 11:30 p.m. ho chuke the. By that time, I was completely exhausted. Mere right side brain mein halka sa pain bhi shuru ho gaya tha.

Maine socha, "Bas 10-15 minutes ka break leti hoon." Lekin... Woh 10-15 minutes ka break Pritam aur Pedro ki series dekhte-dekhte nikal gaya. 😂 Aur dekhte hi dekhte 3 out of 6 episodes finish kar diye. raat ke 1.30 ho rahe thee...

And then... I put my phone on charge then I finally closed my eyes and went to sleep.

See you in tomorrow's blog. 🤍 

Small Note: Thanks Chandyaari for sending a note. 

- Allhumdulilah always.

-safarnama

DAY 186: 🎬6.07.20260 Hello~ It's Movie Time Blog… O.O

6.07.2026

Hello~ It's Movie Time Blog… O.O 

~Released on 29.05.2026~

This is the unplanned movie that I started watching yesterday with Dara & La.La.

We watched almost half of it at night because my phone was about to die, so we had no option but to continue it the next morning. And honestly... It felt like our own little movie marathon. The moment the movie ended, all three of us took a deep breath, looked at each other with big smiles, and almost at the same time asked… "Mast thi na?" And everyone replied… "Haa... maza aa gaya!" our Faces itself tells you how much we enjoyed watching it together.

I wanted to document this memory for my older self and also share this movie experience with all of you. So... let's begin!

Meet the Characters:  The story revolves around a group of school friends who are completely different from one another, yet they share a beautiful friendship.

·         Rohan

·         Ali

·         Mihir

·         Sweety

·         Harpreet

·         Dhondhoo (Look wise they all are cuties)

Each friend has a unique personality. Some are brave, some are funny, some think before taking action, while others simply jump into every adventure without overthinking. Their friendship is honestly one of the best parts of the movie.

Then comes Rahul Mahotra, the biggest bully in the school. He always wants to prove that he is better than everyone else and enjoys intimidating the younger students.In reality he failed 2 times in 7th std.

But... My favourite character was definitely... Thatha Whenever these children are scared, confused, or facing any problem, they don't run to a superhero. They don't even run to their teachers. Instead... They run straight to Thatha. 

Thatha is a wise and lovable grandfather who teaches life lessons in the most beautiful way. Instead of directly giving advice, he tells inspiring stories from the ancient jungles of India. Every story carries a hidden message about courage, friendship, kindness and believing in yourself. I absolutely loved this concept because it reminds us that sometimes the greatest lessons don't come from lectures—they come from stories that stay with us forever. 

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So, the story begins with the gang travelling to school in their school bus. Like every normal school day, they are busy doing masti, laughing, teasing each other, and enjoying the ride.

As soon as they reach school, an announcement is made about three upcoming competitions:

1.       English Elocution Competition

2.       Fancy Dress Competition

3.       Cricket Tournament

As always, the smart students immediately volunteer their names. But for the Fancy Dress Competition, no one was interested. Poor Mihir's name was almost forced by the teachers because someone had to participate. The real problem was that Rahul Mahotra, the biggest bully from the senior class, was also participating. Mihir became really nervous. He felt there was no chance of winning against someone older and more confident than him. So, like always, the entire gang rushed to Thatha. Instead of directly solving the problem, Thatha narrated one of his beautiful jungle stories. The lesson of the story was simple yet powerful: "Jo jaisa dikhta hai, zaroori nahi ki asal mein bhi waisa hi ho." 

Rahul may look bigger and stronger from the outside, but that doesn't automatically make him unbeatable. And Mihir may look small and weak, but the real strength lies within him. That lesson completely changed Mihir's confidence.

After lots of brainstorming, everyone decided that Mihir would dress up as a dinosaur.

I absolutely loved this part! The whole group spent almost an entire week preparing the costume together. Watching them work as a team, helping each other with so much excitement, was honestly so wholesome. Finally, the competition day arrived. 

Rahul entered the stage dressed as Superman, and I have to admit, his costume looked really cool too.

                                       

Then came Mihir's turn... 

Everything was going perfectly until the biggest disaster happened. The CD containing the dinosaur sound effects suddenly stopped working! There was complete silence. Mihir completely panicked. For a few seconds, it looked like everything they had worked so hard for was about to fall apart.

But then... He remembered Thatha's words. Instead of giving up, Mihir gathered all his courage and started making the dinosaur sounds himself. And honestly...

Wahhh yaar!! That scene made me smile so much. Everyone, including Mihir himself, thought he had lost the competition because of the technical issue. But when the results were announced... Mihir came FIRST!! Congrats.....

winnsss

And Rahul secured the second position. That moment felt so satisfying because it proved that confidence and courage matter much more than appearances.

After this comes the cricket tournament.  This time, Rahul's team looked much stronger and more experienced. Compared to them, our little gang seemed like underdogs. Among them, Ali was undoubtedly one of the best players. The team played brilliantly and managed to reach the finals. However, just before the big match, Ali fell seriously ill. He couldn't even attend the practice sessions, and everyone was worried.

On the day of the final, he told his mother that he was only going to watch the match... But when the moment came, he stepped onto the field to play alongside his friends.

The final match was so exciting! I genuinely kept thinking, "Bas... ab toh ye log jeet hi jayenge!" But suddenly, Ali collapsed on the ground and became unconscious. He was immediately rushed to the hospital. Seeing that scene made everyone emotional.

The children then travelled with Thatha to Madhavpur and prayed for Ali's recovery at a dargah. It was a beautiful reminder of hope, faith, and friendship.

- Nusrat Fateh ali khan - 

Thankfully, Ali recovered, and that brought a smile back to everyone's faces. and at the end Rahul Malhotra also came in the hospital to say Ali ..Well played.

Guys, I know I haven't explained everything perfectly, but I genuinely loved this movie. If you enjoy animated movies then I think you'll really like this one. It's not a thriller or an action-packed film. Instead, it's a heartwarming story that celebrates friendship, courage, teamwork, and believing in yourself. And honestly... that's exactly what I loved the most about it. 

If you have any movie suggestion for me ..Plz comment!

- Allhumdulilah for everthing

-Safarnama