🌷DAY138: 20-05-2026: A Day in My Life-Office And Ghar and cycle continues....🌷

 Date: 20/05/2026

Hello! Hello! Its again me 🌷
Aaj ka blog thoda special hai because today I want to share this with my 4lyfers. Honestly, jab maine blogging start ki thi tab kabhi expect nahi kiya tha ki log mere harsh days, random thoughts aur daily life ko itna pyaar denge. But Allah ne mujhe hamesha expectations se zyada diya hai. ~Alhumdulillah~ 🤍

So,Kahani kuch aisi hai ki August 2025 mai, ek random conversation mai- Sabab ne mujhe Blogger.com introduce kiye. Maine account tho bana liya tha, lekin actual start karne mai months lag gaye. Finally, 01-01-2026 ko meri first post gayi… aur phir mai roz likhne lagi. Daily blogging easy bilkul nahi hai, especially mere jaise slow person ke liye 😭 Mujhe ek blog likhne ke liye minimum 1 hour chahiye hota hai. Aur abhi bhi dekho — ghar mai khana ban raha hai, fan off hai, mai sweat poch poch kar blog likh rahi hu 😭 So yes, internal environment ke saath external environment bhi full against hai. Aur honestly, agar Chand nahi hoti na, tho shayad itni consistency bhi nahi hoti. Roz WhatsApp par yaad dilana — “Khush blog pending hai, please post kar lena” 🤍and look Sabab also started to read me like she is a good writer and she is reading me ~waoooo~ — thankyou pretty , for introducing, supporting and motivating me always. And grateful for my darling too 🌷 Allhumdulilah...

Chalo aaj ka Day shuru kare..

Aaj ki subah mai phir office late pahochi.. see below this is my attendence.

yellow- late, red-Holiday, Blue- paid leave, green-ontime

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Anyhow, I reached office today. First thing I did was edit and post my blog 
Then I started scrolling through some paid websites for R.A mock tests, but yaar, the plans were sooo expensive 😭 @1099 tak ke the… and I immediately dropped the plan to buy them. So free mock tests hi humare asli dost bane today.

Uske baad maine R.A ka 4th chapter revise kiya and issi mai 10:30 ho gaye. Then obviously market ka index check karna, apne portfolio ke stocks dekhna, specially VI par focus karna 😭📈

And then finally — work mode on.
Clients ko pareshaan karna started 

Aaj mere baju mai Rahul baitha tha. Mai calls mai busy thi and usse laga shayad mera focus nahi hai 😭 but honestly mera 20% focus har jagah hota hi hai. Mujhe jitna pata hai, usne khud se kahi interview call kiya tha and he was already on resign mode. Office mai pehle hi bol diya tha ki June se nahi aayega.

Aaj woh late aaya and  thode hi der mai 11bje kaha ki purane office jaana hai remaining money lene. Permission ke liye boss ko call kiya because manager available nahi the… aur boss ne directly bola — “You are terminated.”

Guys, mai yeh isliye share kar rahi hu because termination is a very big word. MO top 3 broking house companies mai aati hai and life mai kabhi future mai better role ke liye same company join karna ho toh chances khatam ho jaate hai. I know kisi ko bhi X company join karne ka koi “dream” nahi hota 😭 but I’ve worked here for one year and honestly yaha opportunities bahot hai — good roles, money, facilities… even TV par aane ka chance 😭

Phir pura office ussi topic par baat karta raha…

Lunch time hua toh mai neeche Pra bhai ke paas documents complete karne gayi and maine peri peri chips liye 😭 95 rupaye ke half kg aate hai but sooo tasty. Gujaratiyo ke saath rehkar maine ek cheez seekhi hai — lunch without namkeen and chips feels incomplete 

Then around 3:43 p.m meri RM arrived with 2 more people because meri TL changed ho gayi hai 😭 (4lyfers — darling ke TL abb mere TL ban gaye). Meri actual TL bed rest par hai.

And thennn 😭 sab log mujhe convince karne lage ki resignation wapas le lo. But mujhe nahi lena. I want to stand with my words.

Baato baato mai Pinky ma’am ne bola: “We are not going to give you last date.”

Maine unki aankhon mai dekha like — haeeee??? 😭 I paused for less than a second and then laughed — “Aapki marzi.” 

Uske baad hum log kha rahe the and baate kar rahe the. Mostly humare sirf 2 hi topics hote hai:

1. Restaurants 🍜

2. India ki different places discuss karna ✨

Then maine thoda sabko ignore kiya and bahar aakar LinkedIn profile update karna start kiya plus R.A 4th chapter ka mock test diya — scored 26/33 😭

And thennn… bad news. Delhi trip cancel ho gaya.

Ammi ki friend ko rented shop ke liye huge amount deposit karna hai warna owner rent increase karega. So she couldn’t join the trip… and friends bhi waise wale nikle — “ek nahi jaayega toh koi nahi jaayega.”

But hum waise nahi hai 😭
Maine ammi ko bola — agar meri friend hoti na toh mai kehti “aap aao, baaki paise baad mai de dena.” 🤍

Khair… Delhi adhuri reh gayi.
Inshallah something more beautiful is waiting for us. Inshallah soon 

Metro se ghar aayi and mummy ne Burger King try kiya tha 😭 Maine pasta khaya aur dinner bhi saath mai. Dara aur mera dono ka stomach already full tha but phir bhi hum besharamo ki tarah khaate rahe because cauliflower bana tha with rice 😭 Hum dono roti ko dekha bhi nahi.

Baate karte karte kab 2 plates finish ho gayi pata hi nahi chala 😭

And now it’s 11:46 p.m.
Ending my day with this blog.

Abhi edit karke kal post karungi because ghar aakar mera ek bhi kaam properly nahi hota 😭
Kal ka to-do list banana baki hai and Saturday se maine habit tracker bhi properly track nahi kiya.

Sab complete karke phone use karungi and then finally sleep 🌙

Thankyou for reading me 🤍
~Alhumdulillah~

— Safarnama

some pics guys!