Tuesday, 30 June 2026

DAY 180: A Half-Year Ends Here...

30.06.2026

From Boss- Prasaad


Right now, I'm sitting in my office and writing a little early because I have a lot of pending work to complete. I already know that today Abbu is at home, which means a little disturbance and some guaranteed time waste. πŸ˜… So, before my evening gets too busy, let me document it.

Aaj ka day ......

I left for the office on time, but because of the rain, there was huge traffic on the roads. By the time I reached the station, I had already missed my train. Aur Mumbai local toh fast-fast aati rehti hai, but unfortunately I don't have an AC train pass. So I had to skip one train, wait for the next one, and that entire delay resulted in a red absent mark on my attendance.

Thankfully, my TL regularised it somehow. Otherwise, another absent would have been added to my record.

Btw... I have the worst attendance. πŸ˜‚

Since morning, it has been raining continuously here. While looking outside, I noticed something really beautiful.

The colour of the sky changes exactly like the mood of the stock market.

At first, the sky looks bright and calm. Then slowly the clouds start gathering, making everything darker. After that comes heavy rain, followed by a light drizzle, then suddenly everything stops for a while... only for the same cycle to begin all over again.

Isn't the market just like that?

Sometimes everything is green and hopeful, then suddenly uncertainty takes over, followed by a storm, a little recovery, a pause... and then another cycle. Nature and the markets really have their own language.

I asked 4lyfers too..are the expirencing same? but Nooooooooo..

Ab ghar jaakar I'll edit today's blog first. Then I have to prepare my July Habit Tracker and finally modify my resolutions. Honestly, it isn't a simple task. Every time I sit with my goals, I realise there are so many things I want to do, but somewhere I'm lacking... maybe time, maybe consistency, or maybe even a little bit of myself.

Still, today I want to finalise everything. Kuch ho ya na ho.. humme cwork mehnat karni chahiye..I believe..result sachmai milta hai..because allah help us...

And Raat mai mast ... straight to studies till around 2 a.m.

A new month deserves a fresh start.

That's it for today.

See you again tomorrow.

And before I end this half-year...

I sincerely Dua that the next six months bring happiness, growth, peace, and beautiful opportunities for every single one of us. May everyone experience the comeback they've been waiting and working for. May our efforts finally bear fruit, our duas get answered, and may we become stronger, wiser, and closer to the dreams we carry in our hearts.

InShaAllah, the next six months will be even better than the first.

Thankyou Allah for giving me Jan to June...you knows my every silent tears that makes me strong , motivated and energetic....I dua mai yeh 6 months mai apne har Imp Goals acheive kar saku..Ameen~~~~

A speacial thanks to 4lyfers and my family..

Take care.

Allhumdulilah~

-Safarnama

Monday, 29 June 2026

DAY 179: 29-06-2026 πŸŒ™: 3 Din ke baad abb wapas office Chalo..

 29-06-2026 πŸŒ™

Hello Guys... 🀍

Raat ke 9:59 p.m. ho gaye hain aur mujhe fata-fat aaj ka blog wrap-up karna hai kyunki abhi bhi kaafi kaam baaki hai.

Overall, aaj ka day kaafi accha tha. Office mein aaj ek client bahot hi purane documents lekar aaye the—sadiyon purane Non-Convertible Debentures (NCDs) aur bahot saare share certificates. Hum check kar rahe the ki kya yeh companies aaj bhi exist karti hain aur unke shares currently market mein trade ho rahe hain ya nahi.

Honestly, aaj ek interesting realization hua.

Hum hamesha sunte hain ki "Penny stocks mein invest mat karo." Aur aaj uske peeche ki reality samajh aayi. Bahot si companies ka naam hi khatam ho chuka tha, kuch merge ho gayi thi aur kuch ka koi value hi nahi bacha tha.

Tab mujhe woh famous line yaad aayi...

"Invest where there is value, not just where the price is low."

Aur mujhe laga yeh sirf stock market ke liye hi nahi, balki real life ke liye bhi true hai.

Hum apna time, energy aur emotions bhi wahi invest karne chahiye jahan unki value ho. Har sasti cheez valuable nahi hoti, aur har valuable cheez sasti nahi milti.

Shaam ko ghar aakar maine finally apna blog post publish kar diya. Alhamdulillah!

Sach kahun toh phone par sab kuch manage karna mere liye kaafi difficult tha. Main abhi bhi is phone ki aadat daal rahi hoon, isliye editing, formatting aur posting mein expected se zyada time lag gaya. Lekin finally ho gaya, aur uske baad kaafi sukoon mila.

Ab bas thodi der mein main padhai karne baithungi aur apne baaki pending tasks complete karungi.

Kal ek aur special din hai.

Mere 6 months complete ho jayenge.

Usse pehle mujhe apne next targets aur goals properly prepare karne hain. Main chahti hoon ki agle 6 months aur bhi productive, disciplined aur meaningful ho. In sha Allah, kal baith kar apne naye goals likhungi aur ek fresh beginning karungi.

Bas, aaj ke liye itna hi.

Allah Hafiz... Byeee! πŸŒ™πŸ€

-Safarnama.

DAY 178: 28.06.2026: DAy Went in Quraankhani.. Pata hi nahi Chala..

28-06-2026 πŸŒ™

Hello~ Guyssss~ ❤️

Abb kal raat... honestly almost subah ke 4 baje tak mast chit-chat chalti rahi. Itni der tak baatein karne ke baad obviously subah late uthna hi tha. Mujhe khud se ek hi line kehni padi:

"Mujhe kya log barbaad karenge... main toh khud hi barbaad hoon." πŸ˜‚

Mast aaram se uthi, brush ki aur seedha chai garam karne lagi. Waise ek baat bataun? Mujhe gas on karne se  bhi bahot darr lagta hai... matlab bahot hi zyada. Isliye main hamesha dheere se "Bismillah" padh kar hi gas jalati hoon. Dil ko thodi tasalli mil jaati hai.

Chai ko maine ek cup mein bilkul upar tak bhar liya. Ab chai toh ready thi, bas pav aur butter ki kami thi. Main idhar-udhar dekh hi rahi thi ki dono aur finally!! mil gaye. Waooo! Phir kya tha... ek full pav chai mein dip karke maze se khaayi hu. Alhamdulillah! Kabhi kabhi simple breakfast bhi itna satisfying lagta hai.maza aagyi...

Uske baad thodi der chatting karke time-pass kiya. Phir maine ek chhoti si habit start ki. Maine apna ek achievement sticky note par likha aur usse apni study wall par chipka di. Achievement chahe kitni bhi chhoti ho, usse acknowledge karna bhi ek achievement hi hoti hai. Mujhe laga yeh habit mujhe motivate karegi.

Aaj hamari baju wali aunty ke ghar Quraankhani thi. Main mast naha-dhoke ready ho gayi aur Aunty ke ghar pahoch gayi..abb thodi der mai mera chhota Bhaii La. La.  saamne aa gaya. πŸ˜‚Usne White Kurta Pajama aur topi pehni hui thi, poora attar lagaya hua tha. Mujhe dekh kar woh sharma bhi raha tha aur smile bhi kar raha tha.

Dil se ek hi baat nikli...

"Yeh chotu baby kab itna bada ho gaya? Lagta hai mujhse bhi bada ho gaya."

Aur sabse special baat yeh thi ki hum dono ki zindagi mein pehli baar hum ek saath kisi Quraankhani mein baithe the. Alhamdulillah, it felt really special.

Pehle woh mere saamne baitha aur phir dheere se mere baju mein aa gaya. Smile karte hue usne halki si awaaz mein kaha,

"Aapa... jaldi jaldi padh. Kitna slow padh rahi ho." πŸ˜‚

Honestly, shuru shuru mein leader banna bahot mazedaar lag raha tha. Lekin thodi der baad woh responsibility irritating lagne lagi kyunki baar-baar meri speed ka flow break ho raha tha.

Aakhirkar do para complete hue aur phir hum 26th Para padhne lage. Mujhe kuch jagahon par rukna pad raha tha toh aunty ne bahot patiently meri help ki. Unhe dekh kar mujhe sach mein bahot accha laga. Woh har lafz se itni familiar thi ki mashallah bahot hi fluently aur confidently padh rahi thi. Mujhe unse kaafi kuch seekhne ko mila.

Aunty ki mummy, yani unki Nani, ki tabiyat bhi kaafi kharab chal rahi hai. Woh kaafi aged hain. Dil se dua hai ki Allah unhe shifa-e-kaamilah ata farmaaye. Ameen. 🀲🏻

Finally, ek poori Quraankhani mukammal hui. Alhamdulillah.

Sach kahun toh aaj ke time mein hamare area mein Quraankhani organize karna kaafi mushkil ho gaya hai. Logon ke apne-apne reasons hote hain, isliye bahot kam log aate hain. Lekin agar khane ki dawat ho, toh log bhaagte hue pahunch jaate hain. Yeh dekh kar thoda bura bhi lagta hai. Kabhi kabhi lagta hai ibadat ke liye waqt nikalna logon ke liye kitna mushkil ho gaya hai.

End mein aunty ne sabko do types ke namkeen, biscuits aur thandi Sprite serve ki. Waooo! Main toh sharam ke maare bas thoda sa hi kha paayi. 😭

Waise mujhe bilkul yaad hi nahi tha ki aaj hamare ghar Kichda ban raha hai. Jab tak mujhe yaad aaya tab tak woh ready bhi nahi hua tha. Aur idhar main sharam ke chakkar mein wahan properly kha bhi nahi paayi thi. Result? Main bhookhi thi aur irritation level full high. Ghar aakar toh maine thoda shor bhi machaya. πŸ˜‚

Kaafi der baad finally Kichda ready hua. Ghar ki safai hui, Fatiya hua aur phir mummy ne mere liye ek badi si plate bhar kar Kichda serve kiya. Upar se lemon, crispy barishta aur saath mein zeera rice...

Allah! Kya taste tha! Alhamdulillah. Har bite dil ko sukoon de rahi thi.

Uske baad mummy ne mere cousin brothers ko bhi phone karke bula liya. Woh sab mujhse bahot sharmaate hain, lekin phir bhi aaye aur pyaar se dinner kiya. Mummy ne unhe ghar par hi khana khilaya. Ghar ka mahaul bahot accha lag raha tha.

Dinner ke baad main phir apni favourite cheez karne baith gayi—blog writing.

Main raat ke lagbhag 2:30 baje tak continuously likhti rahi. Lekin sach kahun toh us din jo blog likha... usse padh kar mujhe khud bahot khushi hui. Mujhe woh genuinely bahot pasand aaya. Kabhi kabhi mehnat thaka zaroor deti hai, lekin jab result dil ko pasand aa jaaye na... toh saari thakaan gayab ho jaati hai.

Aur phir... jaise har din ka ek sukoon bhara ending hota hai...

Meri mast Chand se baat hui. πŸŒ™❤️

Uske baad dil halka sa ho gaya, chehre par smile thi... aur main aaram se so gayi.

Kal phir office bhi jaana tha.

Alhamdulillah for another beautiful day. 🀍

DAY 177: 27.06.2026: My Best Day at Juhu with 4lyfers..πŸ’œ

 ...My Best Day at Juhu...

Hello,πŸ“Έ

Let's document one of my best days. I'm so happy today because I'm visiting Juhu with my hearts, 4lyferz. I'm very excited!~Ahaaa..

☆View from metro station ☆


I woke up around 11 a.m., brushed my teeth, and jumped straight to a plate of biryani with lassi. Yummm! After that, I studied for a little while—very little, actually. Just five questionsπŸ˜‚ . That's it, because Abbu kept calling me.

Then I spent some time scrolling through reels and chatting, which is pretty much my usual morning routine at home.

After that, I stood in front of my wardrobe trying to decide what to wear. As Sabeb and I had already planned, we were going to wear kurtis with jeans today. But then I realized I had nothing to wear. The new kurti I had didn't match my jeans at all. I felt like wearing a T-shirt, but I had already worn the same white T-shirt during my last Juhu visit. So, after almost ten minutes of thinking and searching, I finally decided to wear my grey kurti with faded blue jeans. Honestly, it was the worst combination, as always. I paired it with my grey shoes, and just like that, the world's worst outfit combination was officially complete.

After getting ready, I enjoyed a nice cold shower. Then I brushed my teeth once again—yes, again. Today's special lunch was prepared by my little sister, Dara. If I had to rate it, I'd say the dal wasn't fully cooked and didn't even have tadka, the rice was half-cooked, but the aloo ki sabzi was actually good. Overall, I'd give it a 6 out of 10. Can do better, Chef Dara.

Before leaving, Abbu asked me, "Tum har week Juhu kyun jaati ho?" I didn't think answering that question was a good idea because my whole plan could've been cancelled. So, I quietly sat there for a few minutes. Then he asked me again, very lovingly, if I should go. At that exact moment, Dara became my bodyguard and immediately said, "Tu jaa Appi." This girl always takes the arrows meant for me. Getting scolded is practically her department. Finally, Abbu smiled and said, "Yes." And just like that, I was officially ready to leave.

I washed my face, applied moisturizer, a little bit of foundation, and a light coat of mascara. Done. But honestly, I was sweating so much that my face felt like it was melting because of the heat. Then Dara suggested, "Neck piece pehen." The moment I wore it, my entire look came together.

♡khush♡
As planned, Sabeb and I were going to reach Juhu early, while Shrey would come directly after finishing her office. As soon as I got ready, I checked WhatsApp and saw that Sabeb had already texted me saying, "I'm out of my home." I immediately rushed to catch the metro, withdrew some cash, and by the time I reached the platform, one metro had already left. I waited another two or three minutes before the next one arrived. While I was travelling, Meet Sir called me regarding making reels. Honestly, I don't want to make videos with him anymore. I want to present myself independently, and Inshallah, that day isn't very far away.

Guys, today I told a lie. Sabeb had already reached Andheri and called to ask where I was. The truth was that I hadn't even reached JB Nagar yet, but I confidently replied, "Haan... Western Express tak aa gayi." Sorry. While travelling, I was talking to Chand and asking her which side would be better to exit from. I became so engrossed in our conversation that I completely forgot Sabeb was waiting for me. Suddenly it hit me, and I quickly started walking towards the west side. I looked right, then left, then right again, and a little further ahead, I finally saw her standing there. Honestly, she looked so beautiful in her blue kurti. Seeing her instantly made me happy.

The weather was extremely hot, and the very first thing both of us wanted was water. So we went downstairs in search of it. The funny part was that we were desperately looking for water but kept finding food everywhere instead. It's true what people say—the one thing you're actually looking for is always the hardest to find. We even asked at Merwans, but they didn't have drinking water. Thankfully, I remembered another nearby shop, and finally, both of us got water. Alhamdulillah.

We waited only about two minutes for the bus, but the heat was unbearable, so we decided to take an auto instead. We asked one driver, and luckily he agreed immediately. Sabeb sat first, then I joined her, and the moment we settled in, both of us took out our phones and instantly started recording videos. Her phone camera is seriously amazing. Mashallah.

Hum..ja rahe hai πŸ•Ά


As we sat in the auto, both of us couldn't stop talking. We were trying to remember the last time we had met, and after thinking for a while, we finally realized it was on 10th May. We spent the ride catching up on everything that had happened since then. I shared stories about my office life, resignations, investments, and everything in between. Sabeb also told me that she wants to build a career in the creative field. Listening to her reasons made me genuinely happy because I truly believe she is naturally talented in creativity. I honestly pray that Allah grants her every single thing she dreams of—perhaps even more than what I wish for myself. Talking and laughing all the way, we finally reached near the ISKCON Temple.

The moment I saw the temple, I immediately remembered Chand. She loves coming here, and if she had been with us that day, we probably would've gone inside as well. From there, we walked towards Juhu. Near the entrance, there's a narrow lane with delicious food stalls lined up on both sides. But as soon as we entered the beach area, both of us became a little disappointed. The condition of Juhu was heartbreaking. There was plastic, garbage, and litter everywhere. People come here searching for peace, creating beautiful memories, and spending quality time with their loved ones, yet we ourselves are slowly destroying such a beautiful place. It genuinely felt sad to see.

On the left side, there was a beautiful colourful garden filled with green grass and benches. The only problem was the bright afternoon sun. Sabeb and I started looking for a comfortable place to sit, but instead of finding an empty bench, we happily settled on the grass. I had carried my huge art and craft bag with me, and the moment we sat down, I literally opened my entire little stationery shop there. We both looked at each other and started wondering what we should draw today. Just sitting there together, drawing with one of my favourite people, felt incredibly peaceful. I silently prayed for our friendship and thought to myself, "4lyferz. No nazar."

-In the garden-


While we were completely engrossed in drawing, a smiling lady suddenly walked towards us. I instantly became a little uncomfortable because I usually get nervous when strangers approach me. Sabeb, on the other hand, was completely relaxed. The lady started speaking to us in fluent English and assumed that we were Arts students. She then told us that although she came from a finance background, she now wanted to explore the field of creative marketing. Sabeb explained everything to her so confidently and clearly, helping her understand the different creative career options. Watching her speak made me genuinely proud. She explained everything so naturally that I found myself quietly admiring how confident and knowledgeable she was.

A little while later, the lady's husband joined us. The moment I saw another stranger approaching, I panicked again. Thankfully, she immediately introduced him as her husband, and only then did I relax. During our conversation, she also told us that she is a Happiness Coach and teaches at Bhavan's once every week. It was honestly a very interesting conversation, and I enjoyed listening to her experiences.

In the middle of our conversation, Shrey messaged us saying that she had finally left the office. She waited for a bus, but when none arrived, she booked an Uber Bike instead. I honestly laughed thinking about it because this girl has another level of confidence. She casually hopped onto a stranger's bike and started her journey towards Juhu. I couldn't wait for the three of us to finally meet and make more beautiful memories together.

Amazing! I can definitely do that, and I think this will become one of your best blogs.

The conversation with the Happiness Coach had just ended when something completely unexpected happened. Now, our Sabeb is Mashallah, absolutely beautiful. Maybe that's why a crow decided it liked her a little too much. First, it pooped on her phone,πŸ˜‚πŸ‘Ž and before we could even process what had happened, a little while later it landed right in her hair. I was trying my absolute best not to burst into laughter. Honestly, it took every bit of self-control I had. Instead of laughing, I quickly helped her clean her hair and tried to motivate her by saying, "Tumhare saath kuch accha hone wala hai." People often say that when a crow poops on someone, it's a sign of good luck, so I kept repeating that to make her feel better.

We grabbed some tissues and I started cleaning her hair, but the smel... It was terrible. Then both of us switched into scientist mode and thought, "Why not use a little sanitizer?" 🀣🀣 Whether it was the right solution or not, we convinced ourselves that it was , we use santizer as Shampoo and somehow managed the situation.Ahhaaaa..Mast smell hai abb..

The funniest part was that the crow was still sitting on the branch above us, quietly watching everything as if it had successfully completed its mission. Before it could plan another attack, we immediately packed up our entire art setup and decided it was much safer to move towards the beach.

A few minutes later, Shrey finally arrived.

Seeing her instantly made both of us happy. She looked exhausted after coming directly from work, and I genuinely felt a little bad. While Sabeb and I were enjoying our Sunday, Shrey had finished an entire day at the office and still made the effort to come all the way to meet us. That alone meant a lot.

We first met her inside the garden and then all three of us walked back towards the beach together. After searching for a clean spot, we spread a dupatta on the sand and sat down comfortably.

For a few moments, I simply looked at the sea and the sky.

..Sunset..


My mind was completely blank.

No stress.

No overthinking.

No worries.

Just peace.

Sometimes, you don't need anything extraordinary to feel happy. Sitting beside the people you love, listening to the sound of the waves, and watching the sky slowly change its colours is enough to make everything feel okay.

While we were talking, I suddenly remembered that I had to return ₹500 to one of my friends. I didn't have enough cash with me, so I borrowed it from Shrey, transferred it, and then went back to enjoying the evening as if nothing had happened.

Then came the biggest disappointment of the day.

The sunset.

Or should I say... the sunset that never really happened.

The sun disappeared behind the clouds much earlier than expected. All three of us hein ??? at each other with the exact same confused expression.

"Heinnn? Yeh kya yaar! Hum toh yahi dekhne aaye the."

.. Somehow, things like this always happen to us. But honestly, I didn't even mind. Watching the sunset would've been beautiful, but spending time with these two people was more than enough. That was the real reason I had come.juhu se mujhe koi complains nhi hai..

After some time, I called Chand, hoping she would join us through a video call, but she didn't answer. She was probably busy.

Just then, a stranger approached us, and honestly, he completely ruined my mood.

He wanted us to make a video with him and kept insisting even after we weren't interested. There's a respectful way to approach people, and this simply wasn't it. Then he asked me to say "Hare Krishna"..

I have immense respect for every religion. My friends deeply admire Lord Krishna, and I also understand the beautiful meaning behind those words. Islam teaches us to respect every faith and every human being.

But respect and force are two completely different things.

To end the conversation quickly, I simply smiled and said, "Hare Krishna."

That was it.Yeh kehh kar mai choti ya Kam nhi hone wale..Mai tho andar mandir bhi jaati hu..

But deep inside, I felt uncomfortable because no one should ever feel pressured into saying or doing something they don't want to do.

Once that awkward interaction ended, we returned to our favourite activity—searching for food.

As always, after discussing ten different options and walking around for quite some time, we somehow ended up buying... Chinese Bhel.

60/-


Classic us.

Most of the food stalls were closed that evening, with cloth covers pulled over them, so our choices were quite limited to only 1😭😭. Still, we were just happy to find something to eat.

We carried our Chinese Bhel back to the garden, sat down together, and slowly our conversation became deeper.

I think 4lyferz is growing up.

There was a time when our meetups were filled only photos khana and mastii, random conversations, and endless laughter. Those moments still exist, but now we've started talking about life itself—our dreams, our fears, our struggles, our careers, and everything we don't usually tell the rest of the world...πŸ’«

I think that's the most beautiful part of growing together.

I hope we always remain each other's safe place.

I hope we continue supporting one another through every stage of life.

I hope we celebrate every success together and stand beside each other during every difficult phase.

I truly love My girls with all my heart.

Sometimes words aren't enough to explain what someone means to you.

But if I had to describe 4lyferz in one sentence, I'd simply say this:

They are one of the greatest treasures Allah has blessed me with.

Ussss


Perfect! Here's the final part, enhanced in the same style—natural, emotional, and completely in paragraph form, without removing any of your memories.


Finally, we decided it was time to leave. We booked an auto and headed towards Andheri. But before going home, there was one last stop that none of us wanted to miss—Burger King.



The moment we reached, we ordered the burgers that were on offer, and honestly, the wait felt longer than expected. But once the food arrived, it was completely worth it. That day, I also tried a Smoothy with Coke for the very first time, and I absolutely loved it. I already know I'm going to have it again. The burger was delicious too. Even though there was a small thought at the back of my mind reminding me that I might get scolded once I reached home, I decided not to let it spoil the moment.

While we were waiting for our food, we video-called Chand.

CHAND♡~~~

I couldn't stop laughing. Hearing her laugh instantly makes me happy, no matter what mood I'm in. Sabeb and Shrey also spoke to her for a while, making it feel like all four of us were together, even though she couldn't be there physically. We kept walking up to the Burger King counter again and again, asking if our order was ready yet. Looking back, I'm sure the staff must have been tired of seeing our faces every few minutes. We had ordered four burgers and two Smoothy with Coke, and the total bill came to just ₹261. We were genuinely surprised. It felt like a complete paisa vasool meal.

As soon as we finished eating, we looked at the time and realized Sabeb's train was arriving in just four minutes. She immediately started walking at full speed towards the station while Shrey and I stood upstairs, watching from a distance. We didn't leave until we saw her safely board the train. Only after the train started moving did we finally feel relaxed enough to leave.

After Sabeb left, Shrey and I slowly started walking towards our bus stop. During those few minutes, she shared something that had been on her mind. Listening to her made me wish I could do something to make things easier for her. Sometimes, we don't have solutions for the people we love, and all we can offer are our prayers. So that's exactly what I did. I silently prayed that Allah fills her life with happiness, peace, and endless opportunities, and that every difficult phase she's going through becomes easier with time.

Fortunately, I got my bus almost immediately, and by the grace of Allah, all three of us reached home safely.

A little while later, Sabeb started sharing the pictures from today's outing. Looking through them made me smile. Some photos were slightly blurry, some weren't perfectly framed, and honestly, none of us were trying to look perfect. But every single picture felt beautiful because they captured something much more valuable than perfection—they captured memories. Years from now, we won't remember whether the picture was blurry or whether our hair was messy. We'll remember how happy we were when those pictures were taken.

Since I had already eaten outside, I didn't have dinner after reaching home. Everyone else sat together to eat while I quietly took out the drawing we had made earlier in the day and started filling it with colours. At the same time, our 4lyferz group chat was filled with funny messages, and my heart felt incredibly full. Then Sabeb shared the reel she had created from today's videos. Honestly, she's amazing at making reels. Watching it made me relive the entire day all over again.

The night wasn't over yet.

Chand and I continued talking until almost four in the morning. We laughed, shared random thoughts, and spoke about everything and nothing, just like we always do. Those conversations are something I truly cherish because they remind me how blessed I am to have people who make life feel lighter.

As I finally got ready to sleep, I couldn't stop thinking about how beautiful the entire day had been. It wasn't perfect. The beach was dirty. The sunset disappeared behind the clouds. A crow attacked Sabeb. We got tired. We walked a lot. We even had a few awkward moments.

But despite all of that...

It became one of my favourite days.

Because happiness doesn't come from perfect places or perfect plans.

It comes from the people you're with.

Today reminded me that friendships aren't measured by expensive outings or perfect photographs. They're measured by the comfort of shared silence, uncontrollable laughter, silly jokes, honest conversations, and knowing that no matter where life takes us, we'll always find our way back to one another.

To my 4lyferz—thank you for making ordinary days feel unforgettable. Thank you for being my safe place, my comfort, and one of Allah's most beautiful blessings in my life. I pray that we continue making memories together for many more years, supporting one another through every chapter that lies ahead.

Thank You, Allah, for blessing me with this friendship.best people in the world..also Dara u too..

Alhamdulillah.

— Safarnama πŸŒ™

 





Sunday, 28 June 2026

DAY 176: 26-06-2026 πŸŒ™ | 10th Moharram (Ashura)

26-06-2026 πŸŒ™ | 10th Moharram (Ashura)

Waooo... date ka pattern mast hai.

Assalamualaikum Everyone!

Aaj Moharram ka woh din hai... the day of battle, the day of sorrow, sacrifice and pain.Lots of Salam to them...

Aaj mera day sehri se start hua. Ammi sabse pehle uthi aur mai second one... waooo, good girl! πŸ˜‚ Maine brush kiya, thoda sa salan aur rice khaya. Aur Ammi ne aaj bhai... chai itni meethi banayi thi ki... Me and Dara were sipping it and saying, "Yaar Mummy, yeh chai peeke kahin diabetes na ho jaye humme!" πŸ˜‚ Sehri ke baad aaj mera bilkul bhi sone ka mann nahi hua. Maine Qur'an padhi, Fajr ki namaz ada ki aur apni aur sabki dua maangi.

Pata nahi kyun, lekin aaj mere dimaag mai sirf ek hi loop chal raha tha...Karbala. Main uski kahani yaad kar rahi thi aur usse aaj ki duniya se connect kar rahi thi.

Jab bhi kahin zulm, jang ya be-gunah logon ki takleef ki khabrein dekhti hu, dil bahot heavy ho jata hai. Sirf Muslims nahi... koi bhi Be-gunah insaan dard sahe, woh dekh kar takleef hoti hai.

Kabhi kabhi lagta hai ki aaj insaan hi insaan ko samajhna bhool gaya hai.

Kal shaam ki ek baat bhi baar baar yaad aa rahi thi. Mai ghar laut rahi thi tab ek pregnant lady ne ek aurat se request ki ki woh reserved seat de de. Lekin unhone uski baat sun kar hans diya. Mujhe bahot gussa aa raha tha, lekin mai chup thi. Phir woh pregnant lady baar baar request kar rahi thi aur clearly pain mai thi.Bas phir maine bhi bol diya... "Aunty, uth jaiye ab." Ek uncle ne bhi meri baat support ki aur finally uss lady ko seat mil gayi. Uss choti si incident ne mujhe phir yaad dilaya... Yehi duniya hai.

Abb Namaz ke baad maine reels open ki...Aur obviously meri feed Moharram aur Karbala ki stories se bhari hui thi. Mai stories padh rahi thi... sun rahi thi... aur rote ja rahi thi.My tears were unable to stop

Kabhi kabhi sochti hu... Hum sirf un waqiyat ko padh kar hi itna emotional ho jaate hain. Jinhone woh sab saha hoga... unke dil par kya guzri hogi? Ek baat jo mai Karbala se hamesha seekhti hu... Chahe puri duniya tumhare against ho... agar tum sach ke saath ho, toh uss sach ko kabhi mat chhodna.

Meri dua hai ki Allah mera imaan hamesha strong rakhe. Mujhe ek achha insaan banaye. Mere andar achhi aadatein de.Aur agar kabhi mujhse kisi se ladai bhi ho, toh mujhe apni galti ka ehsaas ho aur meri wajah se kisi ko takleef na pahuche.

Bas...

Stories sunte sunte aur rote rote pata hi nahi chala kab meri aankh lag gayi. Lagbhag 11:30 baje uthi. Uske baad full TP mode on. πŸ˜‚ 4lyfer ke saath chat hui, aur phir Moharram aur Karbala ki aur bhi stories aur reels dekhti rahi. Har story ko connect karne ki koshish kar rahi thi.

Beech mai hum 4lyferz ka ek plan bhi bana. Allah kare woh dua qubool ho. 🀍 Phir randomly Chand ko message kiya. Bas normal si baatein.Hows the Day going n sab..

Uske baad Jumma tha, toh maine mast gusl kiya, baal comb kiye, apna beautiful hijab pehna aur Dara ke saath namaz padhi.

Namaz ke baad sweets lene gayi. Ghar aakar thoda aur Qur'an padha. Thoda family time bhi spend kiya... Thoda family drama bhi hua. πŸ˜‚ Aur pata hi nahi chala kab Asar ho gayi aur kab Maghrib aa gayi. Waise aaj sab log ghar par the. Pura ghar full-on shor se bhara hua tha. Phir fatiya hua aur Maghrib ka waqt ho gaya. Hum sab ne milkar roza khola.

Guys...

Ek baat share karni hai. Aaj kal namaz mere liye sirf ek farz nahi rahi... Namaz mere liye sukoon ban gayi hai. Aur meri bas ek hi dua hai...Allah mera naam un bando mai likh de jo hamesha namaz ki hifazat karte hain.

Haan, office rehta hai, kabhi kabhi mushkil hota hai... Lekin jitna ho sake, mai puri koshish karungi.

InshaAllah.

Aaj iftaar ke baad humne bahot khaya. πŸ˜‚Uske baad thodi TP ki, phir namaz padhi aur padhai bhi ki. Aaj ek set of questions complete kar liya. Ab bas ek last set aur 4 case studies baaki hain. Allah kare kal woh bhi complete ho jaye.

Ameen.

Aur ab... Raat ke 1:45 AM ho rahe hain. Issi ke saath aaj ka din khatam.

Alhamdulillah. 🀍

- Safarnama

Friday, 26 June 2026

DAY 175: A Day in my Life.....✨

25-06-2026

Hello Pretty Face! 🀍

Right now, I'm feeling genuinely happy because after such a long time, I finally got a 3-day break — Friday, Saturday, and Sunday! Wooohooo! ✨

The best part? I don't have to rush while writing my blogs anymore. I can finally sit peacefully with my cup of thoughts and document my day properly. That itself feels like a small gift.

So... let's begin.

As always, the day started with Sehri. When I opened my eyes, I saw my entire family already awake preparing for Sehri. Since it was the 9th and 10th of Moharram, all of us were fasting together.

Meanwhile, I was brushing my teeth peacefully, and Ammi was continuously shouting, "Hurry up, Khush! Sehri ka time almost khatam hone wala hai!" πŸ˜‚ I somehow finished brushing and quickly sat down to eat. Honestly, I wasn't very hungry, so I just had a small serving of rice with ghobi ki sabzi, along with a cup of chai. Unfortunately... the chai had already gone cold. Aur thandi chai ka taste... bilkul maza nahi aaya. ☕

As soon as Sehri ended, the whole house went back to sleep. Finally, I woke up around 7:00 AM, which honestly felt like an achievement. And please don't judge me... πŸ˜…

The first thing I saw was Adi's text. We ended up talking for almost half an hour about the rain, the pleasant weather, and random office gossip. It was one of those light conversations that unknowingly make your morning better. By the time the call ended, meri neend toh bilkul udd chuki thi.

Somehow I gathered the courage to take a bath. I'm not even kidding... the water felt freezing! πŸ₯Ά Since I was fasting, my body already felt low on energy, so stepping into cold water required a different level of motivation. But eventually I got ready, picked up my bag, and rushed to the office right on time.

Today's bus was non-AC, there wasn't a single seat available, and almost every seat was occupied by uncles. 😭 So yes... another standing journey. Finally, I reached the office on time. I started my day by posting my blogs, Study a little, and solved around 15 study questions before diving into office work.

I study charts aur kuch na tho alteast I go through price levels and  opening. I saw the stock of relexo footwear .. 14% uppp... wao amazing My fingers started sweating. Allhumdulilah.. waoooo

You know how the earth becomes greener after rainfall? That's exactly how my portfolio looked today. After days of seeing red, it finally started turning green. πŸ“ˆπŸ’šSabr and Dedication to invest every month.

It may sound like a small thing, but watching those numbers slowly recover gave me such a positive feeling. Sometimes tiny victories are enough to improve an entire day.

Of course... happiness doesn't come without a little drama. While placing one of my orders, I accidentally made a mistake. For a second, my heart literally skipped a beat. 😭 Thankfully, I noticed it quickly before things got worse. It reminded me that in the stock market, one small click is enough to change everything, so staying calm and double-checking every order is just as important as understanding the market itself.

Sometimes the market teaches patience. Sometimes it teaches caution.And today... it reminded me to slow down before pressing the "Buy" button.

 The day slowly turned into evening. πŸŒ™ At the office, two clients had come for a meeting, so everyone got a little busy. Because of that, we left a bit later than usual. Still, Alhamdulillah, I reached home on time. The moment I entered the house, it felt so peaceful. The house was sparkling clean, Ammi was preparing bhajiya, salan, chawal, roti, malida (our traditional sweet made by crushing parathas and mixing them with sugar), and refreshing sharbat for iftar. Before I reached home, the Fatiha had already been completed.

Then all of us sat together and opened our fast. There's something so comforting about breaking your roza with your family. No matter how tiring the day has been, that one moment brings a different kind of peace. After iftar, we offered our Maghrib namaz together.

Later, I read a little Para, and before I even realized it... the entire day had flown by. I actually started writing this blog before sleeping, but I don't even remember when sleep took over. πŸ˜‚ To be honest, I don't think I've been able to describe this day as beautifully as it actually felt.

Alhamdulillah for every little blessing. 🀍

– Alhamdulillah
– Safarnama πŸŒ™

Wednesday, 24 June 2026

🌧️DAY 174: A Day of Rain, Rush & Little Blessings

Hello Guys...

Raat ke almost 1 bajne wale hain, aur main yahan baith kar apna din document kar rahi hoon. Sach kahun toh mujhe sukoon milta hai jab main apne words yahan likh deti hoon.

Aaj ki morning kaafi funny thi. As usual, main 4 baje sehri ke liye uthi. Sab log so rahe the. Maine brush kiya, aadhi nankhatai khayi aur phir wapas so gayi. Jab aankh khuli toh seedha 8 baje!

Usi waqt samajh gayi ki aaj phir late hone wali hoon aur unpaid leave declare hone ke chances full hain. Toh bina nahaye hi office ke liye bhaag padi. Bas fresh hui, raat wali t-shirt aur pajama change kiya aur nikal gayi. Barish mai mast nahana hai aaj

Ab barish mein waise bhi bhaagna mushkil hota hai. Lekin aaj bus aur train dono time par mil gayi. Last moment par main bus ki taraf bhaag rahi thi aur office ke bahar pahunch kar finally on-time attendance mark kar li. Attendance lagate hi maine ek chhota sa pause liya. Kab se bas bhaage hi ja rahi thi.

Phir yaad aaya ki pen kharidna hai. Main wapas ulte raste se aaram aaram se chalne lagi, pen liya aur phir office ki taraf nikal padi.

Office mein mast kaam hua, din bhi achha gaya. Chutti ke baad Andheri tak bhi achhi bus mil gayi. Aur jaise hi meri chutti hoti hai, ghar se unstoppable calls start ho jaate hain.

Ghar pahunchi toh sirf Dara ghar par tha. Baaki sab bahar gaye hue the. Wahhh!

Ek funny baat bataun?

Ammi market gayi thi ek aunty ke saath jo unki bahut achhi friend hain — dono milkar ekdum "Chugli Gang" lagti hain. Wahan dono ne 2-2 plates pani puri khayi aur phir maidan mein mast vibes kar rahi thi.

Sach mein, insaan ki sirf age ke numbers badhte hain. Dil toh hamesha bachcha hi rehta hai. Aur aaj unhe dekhkar yeh baat phir se sach lagne lagi.

Iftari ke waqt dastarkhwan par bahut kuch tha aur special thi Makkah ki khajoor. Alhamdulillah, lucky to have them.

Phir Abbu, Lala, Dara aur maine milkar pehle Maggi khayi (feedback ke saath πŸ˜„), uske baad sev puri aur meri favourite kabab. Mujhe khana sach mein bahut pasand hai!

Uske baad poora ghar ekdum vibe mode mein tha.

Meri Khala, Khalu aur meri cousin sister ke saath video call par baat hui. Lagbhag 2 ghante tak hum baatein karte rahe. Hum sab ek dusre ko miss karte hain. Dekhte hi dekhte 6 saal ho gaye aur hum mile hi nahi.

Raat ko padhai karte karte achanak mera mann hat gaya. Maine baalon mein oil lagaya aur comb karne lagi. Mujhe dandruff bahut zyada ho gaya hai, hadd se zyada. Agar kisi ke paas koi achha treatment ya remedy ho toh zaroor batana.

Phir thodi der chand, market aur random baatein hui. Aur main aadha blog likhte likhte hi so gayi.

Ab yeh blog main next day office mein baith kar complete kar rahi hoon.

Alhamdulillah for everything. ❤️

- Safarnama

 

Tuesday, 23 June 2026

DAY 173: Rain Mubarak 🌧️ | A Beautiful First Rain of 2026

 23-06-2026

Hello… Good Morning, Pretty Faces! ✨

I welcome you all back to my blog after a small break. Today, I'm documenting another beautiful day of my life.

Early in the morning at exactly 4:00 a.m., Ammi woke me up for Sehri. Half asleep, I brushed my teeth properly and got ready for the meal. I wasn't in the mood for tea, so I quietly finished my Sehri.

As soon as I was done, I grabbed my pillow and tried to sleep again. Lately, sleeping has been a little difficult. There are so many thoughts and voices running through my mind. I tried calming myself down and eventually drifted off to sleep after making the niyat for my fast.

I woke up again at 8:00 a.m. Since my office timing is 8:45 and I need at least 20–30 minutes to get ready, I rushed through my morning routine. A quick bath, combed my hair, grabbed my phone and charger, and ran out for work.

There was a light drizzle outside. Ammi said, "Khush, take your new umbrella." But me being me... I wanted to get drenched in the rain. So I happily escaped without it. And before I could even reach the bus stop, the rain started pouring heavily.

Officially, it's raining in Mumbai! 🌧️ Barish Mubarak, guys!

"Ψ§Ω„Ω„َّΩ‡ُΩ…َّ Ψ΅َيِّΨ¨Ψ§ً Ω†َافِΨΉΨ§ً" — O Allah, grant us beneficial rain.

I stood under a shade, clicked a picture of the rain, and sent it to my 4lyfers. I also noticed Adi's unseen message and replied to him. Just then Ammi called again. "Come back and take your umbrella, or else I'm sending someone!" "Mummy yaar... I've got the bus. I'm going," I replied. Soon, the A-332 arrived. There were seats available, so I sat down comfortably. And like every morning, my chatting started immediately. My darling from 4lyfers was active and talking to us. It felt nice. Adi was sharing beautiful rain pictures too. Then came the traffic...

Already late, and now super late. I even missed one train and honestly thought my absence would be marked today. But thankfully, I only got a late mark. Seeing that yellow mark again made me unexpectedly happy. I proud on Myself for this. 

A few days ago, I told Abbu that I'm not really an active person during the day. He replied, "You were born after Maghrib." And honestly, he's right. The more evening turns into night, the more energetic I become.

The rain had become lighter by then. I stood at the train door with my hair open, enjoying the cool breeze and positive vibes. Watching the sky, the gutters, the city waking up—it felt beautiful. Andheri station is huge! In the evenings, especially near the Surat-Vapi side platforms, the crowd becomes so intense that you can barely find space to stand.

Enjoying the breeze, I finally reached Vile Parle. And there? Heavy rain again.

And me? Still without an umbrella. I quickly put my phone inside my bag and started walking fast. Instead of taking the road, I used the bridge. I got slightly drenched, but honestly, I loved every second of it. 

At the office, I unpacked my bag and immediately opened my book. After quite a long break, I started solving RA questions again. During the fasting days, I had mostly been enjoying the spiritual atmosphere.

Honestly, fasting is giving me a lot of sukoon. It feels healing. And in the evenings, all my favorite dishes magically appear on the dining table because I've already demanded them.

What else do I need from life? 😊bus Sukoon...

Till around 10:30, I studied, and then by 10:40 I logged in for work. Work... work... and more work. I checked Chand's blog too, but she hadn't posted anything. She writes so beautifully. Reading her posts is always a pleasure. The day passed quickly, and before I knew it, evening had arrived. 

While returning home, I noticed the sky was completely covered with dark clouds. SubhanAllah. I started taking countless pictures. A tall guy standing nearby was also clicking photos. He looked professional, so I'm sure his pictures came out much better than mine!

Soon, my bus arrived. The gate had already closed, so I signaled the conductor with a smile. "Please open." And thankfully, he did. So many duas for him. May Allah fulfill all his wishes. Ameen.

As soon as the bus started moving, I called my Chand, but it kept ringing. Meanwhile, Adi sent even more pictures of the airport-side flowers, bridges, and sky.mHe's just as obsessed with the sky as Chand and I are. I kept replying with "Waooo!" and "Waooo!" while admiring the photos. He even shared some insights about the cabins near the airport and what they contain.

Then Chand finally called back. The first thing I said was: "Barish Mubarak!" She laughed and smiled, and I absolutely loved hearing that. She shared a funny story about a spam call that happened with her mother. I couldn't stop smiling while listening. Her Amma is so innocent and adorable. I could almost feel her voice sitting right beside me. I miss her. She's always been incredibly kind to me—just like a mother. Love her.

Honestly, I also wanted to meet Achan and have a conversation with them someday. All of these conversations were happening while I sat inside the bus. And suddenly I realized my stop had arrived. Outside, the rain was pouring heavily.

I wrapped my phone carefully in my dupatta and continued talking to Chand while walking. And then it hit me—

I was standing in the first rain of 2026 with someone I truly love on the other end of the call.

Alhamdulillah. ❤️

Once home, I changed out of my wet clothes, wore a comfortable T-shirt and trousers, combed my hair, made wudu, and sent a message in 4lyfers asking whether it was raining in Mira Road too.

My tasbeeh counter wasn't working, so I completed my zikr using my phone.

Oops... I just remembered I still have some left to complete.

After making dua and spending time with my family, I remembered another important thing.

Today, Abbu finally got two of his teeth removed.

Alhamdulillah, he's feeling much better now.

He wasn't willing to go initially, but I kept motivating him, reminding him that the cavity could worsen if ignored.

And thankfully, he listened.

Now he's doing well.

Then the Maghrib azaan echoed.

We all gathered together and opened our fast—Ammi, Abbu, my siblings, and me.

It felt wonderful.

At our dastarkhan, there is one thing that is always guaranteed:

Lala and Dara fighting.

"You took food from my plate!"

"I'm not sharing with you!"

Honestly, it gets annoying at times, but it's also one of the funniest moments of our family meals.

After a short break, I prayed my namaz.

And today, Alhamdulillah, I completed the 5th Para.

Such peace.

After some chatting in 4lyfers and a little reel scrolling, I'm finally sitting here writing this blog.

It's 10:10 p.m.

Wow.

Alhamdulillah for today.

I pray that everyone in this world finds happiness, peace, and closeness to Allah. May we all become better human beings, and may Allah fulfill every good wish in our hearts.

Ameen. 🀲

— Safarnama

Monday, 22 June 2026

πŸ“š DAY 172: A Small Gift, A Meaningful Read

 22-06-2026

Hii Everyone,

On 18th June, I received a book from our neighbour office. It wasn't just a book—it came with a proper cover and a beautiful bookmark that said:

"Good things take time." 🌻

Honestly, that small gesture made me smile.

One thing that feels really good is when people remember you for something positive. Somehow, people around me know that I love reading, and whenever someone appreciates that side of me, it makes me genuinely happy.

The book I received is:  Life Is Short (and So Is This Book) by Peter Atkins.

As the title suggests, it is a short and simple read, but it carries an important message.

The book reminds us that time is our most limited resource. We often spend so much of it worrying about things that may never happen, overthinking situations, or delaying the things that truly matter.

Peter Atkins encourages readers to focus on what is important:

  • Spend time with the people you love.

  • Pursue meaningful work.

  • Appreciate the present moment.

  • Stop wasting energy on unnecessary worries.

One line from the book that stayed with me is:

"You can't get more time, so make the most of the time you have."

Such a simple sentence, yet it carries so much truth.

I finished reading the book today, from past month I was doing the same wrong things (Worrying, Overthinking many more)  today I learn from this and I'm grateful to Sir for thinking of me while distributing books. It feels nice when people see you as a reader and support your habit in small ways.

Books give us lessons, but the real challenge begins after the last page—applying those lessons in real life. I hope I can carry this learning with me and make better use of my time, one day at a time. 

I know worrying and overthinking can't be solve easily in some days or by reading a book but it can be solve or can be low by writting on a sheet or here in my blog or sharing by others. (lol)~

Allhumdulilah

-Safarnama

 πŸŒΈπŸ“šπŸŒΈ

Will post my daily routine blog from next day. Inshallah. btw Im good enjoying the day and spending good time with my peoples also my fav part can say my sukoon namaz and zikr. Byeee Allah hafiz

Sunday, 21 June 2026

❤️DAY 171: 21-06-2026|A unsend letter

21-06-2026| Sunday

Assalamualaikum, Pretty Faces...

Kaise start karu? Pichle 10 minutes se bas yahi soch rahi hu.

Kabhi-kabhi kuch feelings ko words mein express karna bahut mushkil hota hai. Kuch ehsaas aise hote hain jo sirf mehsoos kiye ja sakte hain, samjhaye nahi ja sakte.

Aaj Father's Day hai, aur dil bas yeh chahta hai ki main apne pyare Abbu ke liye kuch document karu.

A unsend letter: 

Assalamualaikum, Pyare Abbu ❤️

Ammi ne mujhe bataya tha ki mera birth aapke liye bahut hi khushi ka moment tha. Aur aapne mera naam Umul rakha tha.

Sach kahu toh thoda ajeeb sa naam hai. Aur mere birth certificate mein itni mistakes hain ki aaj bhi unhe theek karte karte meri jaan aafat mein aa jati hai. πŸ˜‚

Lekin phir bhi, woh naam mere liye special hai kyunki woh aapne rakha tha.

Kehte hain na ki insaan ke sabse khoobsurat moments uski core memories mein store hote hain. Aur meri core memories mein sabse zyada aap ho.

Mujhe aaj bhi yaad hai kaise aap mujhe bahar ghumane le jaate the. Main har choti baat par zidd karti thi, roti thi, aur aap mujhe mana lete the.godh mai lekar ya haath pakad kar meri har wish last mai haar mankar fulfil karte the.

Mujhe woh din bhi yaad hai jab aap mujhe school drop karne gaye the aur main itna royi thi ki school hi nahi jaana tha. Mujhe bas aapke saath rehna tha.

Phir jab aap shop ke liye nikalte the toh main gali mein poora tamasha karti thi ki mujhe bhi saath le chalo aur kabhi kabhi aap lekar bhi jaate thee.

Aur mere woh chote-chote pyare dresses jo aap silke laate the from your company... Aaj bhi hamare paas sambhal kar rakhe hue hain. Thank you Ammi aur Abbu, un yaadon ko sambhal kar rakhne ke liye. Hamare Muslim families mein betiyon ko bachpan mein bahut mohabbat milti hai. Lekin kai jagah jab woh badi ho jaati hain toh unki duniya restrictions aur bandishon mein simat jaati hai. Aur aaj bhi main apne aas-paas aisa hote dekhti hu. Isliye dil se shukriya, Abbu.

Thank you mujhe freedom dene ke liye. Thank you mujhe padhane ke liye. Thank you mujhe achhe school aur college bhejne ke liye.

Aaj main 22 saal ki hu. Ek working woman hu. Office jaati hu, apne decisions leti hu, apne sapne dekh sakti hu. Aur yeh sab aap dono ki wajah se possible hua hai.


Mujhe hamare hard days bhi yaad hain. Financial problems bhi yaad hain. Woh din bhi yaad hain jab aap chahe toh haar maan sakte the. Lekin aapne kabhi give up nahi kiya. Dhoop mein khade rehkar mehnat ki. Apni zarooraton se pehle hamari zarooraton ka socha.

Hamari padhai, hamara future aur hamari khushiyon ko apni thakan se upar rakha.Aaj Alhamdulillah hum jis position par hain, usmein aapki saalon ki mehnat aur qurbaniyan shamil hain. Aur shayad isi liye aap meri inspiration ho. Aapne mujhe sikhaya ki mehnat karni chahiye. Family ko priority deni chahiye. Aur zimmedariyon se kabhi bhaagna nahi chahiye.


Abbu, aaj main itni kaabil nahi hu ki aapko duniya ki har cheez de saku. Lekin main wada karti hu ki main bahut mehnat karungi. Main aap, Ammi aur apne siblings ke liye apna best dungi. Aur mujhe Allah par poora bharosa hai. Ek din aisa zaroor aayega jab main aapko har woh cheez de paungi jo aap deserve karte ho. Ya Allah, meri yeh dua qubool farma. Ameen.

Thank you, Abbu.

Mujhe pyaar karne ke liye. Meri fikr karne ke liye. Mujhe motivate karne ke liye. Mere goals mein mera support system banne ke liye. Aur har baar mujhe sahi direction dikhane ke liye. Kabhi-kabhi aapke saath baith kar baatein karna hi mere dil ko sukoon de deta hai. Aur mujhe ek sapna bahut pasand hai... Ek din InshaAllah hum apne khud ke ghar ki badi si balcony mein baithenge. Chaaro taraf plants aur flowers honge. Table par chai aur bahut saara naasta hoga. Aur hum bas baith kar bahut saari baatein karenge. Without any worries. Without any rush. Bas family, chai aur sukoon. InshaAllah, bahut jald.

Meri dua hai ki Allah aapko hamesha sehatmand rakhe. Khush rakhe. Aapki har pareshani door kare. Aapko duniya ki har khushi de. Aapka Dubai jaane ka sapna bhi poora ho. Aur ek din hum sab milkar duniya ghoomein. InshaAllah. Hum ek saath hajj karenge ..Ameen

Bahut saare words hain dil mein... Lekin aaj bhi lagta hai ki jo mehsoos karti hu woh likh nahi paayi.

Phir bhi... Thank you, Abbu. Meri zindagi ki sabse khoobsurat dua hone ke liye.

Happy Father's Day. ❤️

And Thanyou Allah for blessing me with best father in the world. Sukr..

-Allhumdulilah

-Safarnama


(Guys ek aur cheez share karni - Aaj bhi mai bahot paise abbu ke lete hu like big Amts and promise him to pay back but I never pay him after asking n no.s of times- this shows the sabr of my abbu for me.)- Stay healthy.

πŸŒ™DAY 170: 20-06-2026 πŸŒ™ | 4th Moharram| Raat MastaniπŸŒ™

20-06-2026 πŸŒ™ | 4th Moharram

Hello Guys... It's Khush here!

Looks like I'm finally getting back on track with my blogs. ✨

Let's document the day quickly because, honestly, the night was far more interesting than the day itself.

So today, I intentionally woke up late. After freshening up, I skipped my bath and rushed straight to the office. I think it was around 10:38 a.m. when I reached. The morning was pretty relaxed—I did some timepass, wrapped up most of my work by noon, and by 12:30 p.m., almost everything on my to-do list was completed. Then, at 1:00 p.m., we got off.

Oh yes, I almost forgot!

There is a bus strike going on, so I had to travel by metro. Guys, the sun was absolutely unforgiving today. ☀️

With a roza already making things challenging and the heat showing no mercy, I stepped out with nothing but Bismillah, duas, and determination.

After reaching home, I rested for a while and then finally took a bath. Sitting under the fan afterward felt heavenly. The cool air was exactly what I needed after the exhausting journey. As soon as I finished, I prayed my namaz and then texted Chand. I even sent some nice pictures.(Chanyaari- Love)

The rest of the afternoon passed smoothly. Asar and the other prayers were completed, and before I knew it, Maghrib time had arrived.

Then came the most important question of the evening.

"Kya khana hai?"

And of course, being the demanding daughter that I am, I had my answer ready.

Kabab and Pav.

Ammi had also brought Sev Puri, and there was chilled Sprite waiting in the fridge.

What more could a girl ask for?

The day itself was going really well. I had completed all my prayers and duas, posted my blog, and immediately texted Chand afterward.

While checking my messages, I also noticed an unread message from NU.

And then...

The real highlight of the day began.

Around 1:00 a.m., Chand and I were having one of those uncontrollable laughing attacks with Nu. We were laughing so loudly and cracking such ridiculous jokes that my mummy literally stood in front of me, looking annoyed, silently demanding that I disconnect the call immediately.

But obviously...

That didn't happen. After a short break, we connected again on WhatsApp.

And bhai sahab... I genuinely cannot explain everything that happened there.

We were so happy. We laughed endlessly. We talked about random topics, serious topics, silly topics, and probably every topic that exists on Earth.

Before we even realized it, it was almost 4:00 a.m. What a beautiful night it was.

A truly mastani raat.

At one point, Dara was also keeping me company through my phone, and the whole atmosphere just felt light, happy, and peaceful.

I was simply celebrating the night. I filled a glass with chilled Sprite, enjoyed every sip, and soaked in the good vibes. Eventually, Sehri time was approaching, so I just drank some water and finally went to sleep.

And honestly? It was one of those simple days that unexpectedly turn into beautiful memories.

A fun day.

An even better night.

And a heart full of gratitude.

Alhamdulillah. 🀍

- Safarnama

Saturday, 20 June 2026

🀍DAY 169: 19-06-2026 πŸŒ™ | 3rd Moharram| A small Break - A leave- First Friday🀍

19-06-2026 πŸŒ™ | 3rd Moharram

First Friday of the Islamic Year 🀍

Aaj maine kaafi koshish ki jaldi uthne ki, but pichle kuch dino se meri body physically bahot low feel ho rahi hai. Thoda stomach pain bhi tha aur honestly mujhe reason pata hai.

Pichle 2 din se maine properly healthy food nahi khaya hai aur jab hum rozon ki routine start karte hai na, toh body ko bhi naya schedule accept karne mein thoda waqt lagta hai. Isliye maine aaj office se leave lene ka decide kiya.

Sacchi kahu... Main kaafi dino se padh nahi rahi hu, discipline properly follow nahi kar rahi hu aur mere bahot saare kaam pending hai.

Aur agar yeh sab random dino mein hota na... Toh abb tak main pakka frustrate ho chuki hoti.

Lekin ajeeb si baat hai... Main pichle 3-4 dino se bilkul bhi frustrated nahi hu. Because I feel like I'm in sujood. Woh sukoon... Jiski maine apni life mein bahot dua maangi thi. 🀍

Abb main around 11:00 a.m. ko uthi. Aur phir mera classic version... 1.5 hour lag gaya Gusl lene mein. πŸ˜‚ Mast hair comb kiya, Wazu kiya aur phir Qur'an padhna start kiya.Maine dil se Qur'an lagayi aur bas Allah se itna kaha:

 "Ya Allah, You know what is best for me. Main har cheez qubool karti hu jo aap mere liye behtar samajhte ho."

Sacchi kahu... Main kabhi itni imaan wali insaan thi hi nahi. Lekin Allah ne life mein aise-aise reality checks diye... Aise mod diye... Ki kaise na kaise karke mujhe Namaaz, Qur'an aur Deen ki taraf bula liya. Aur iss baat ke liye main Allah ka jitna shukr karu utna kam hai. Aaj maine Qur'an ka 4th Para mukammal kiya. Yaseen Shareef padha. Thoda Zikr kiya. Aur din ki 5 Namaaze bhi padhi.

Aur sach kahu... Mujhe itna sukoon mila ki main words mein define hi nahi kar sakti. Main bahot roti hu. Bahot baar khud ko haara hua feel karti hu. Lekin jab main Namaaz padhti hu na... Toh main apni problems bhool jaati hu. Aur bas Allah yaad rehte hai. Aur phir dil halka ho jaata hai.

Alhamdulillah. 🀍

Shaam ko mast Roza mukammal hua. Namaaz ke baad meri thodi der Adi se baat hui.

Aur phir beech mein Abbu ka call aaya. "Khush, jaldi JB Nagar aa. Mujhe ek dentist ka clinic mila hai aur main tera wait kar raha hu."- Wahhh abbu wahhhhh

Main turant uth kar baal comb kiye aur nikal gayi. Raaste bhar Adi baat karna chahta tha aur uski continuous calls chal rahi thi. Lekin ussi beech Abbu ke 4 calls already aa chuke the. Main ignore kar rahi thi. Phir maine Adi se permission maangi aur kaha: "Mujhe call disconnect karna padega. Abbu wait kar rahe hai."

Aur honestly... Yeh koi aur Abbu hote toh ek thappad toh pakka pad gaya hota. πŸ˜­πŸ˜‚

Itni der se wait jo kar rahe the. Lekin mere Abbu ne bas itna kaha: "Main bahar nahi khada hu. Andar hu. Bas dhundh ke fatafat aa ja."

Problem yeh thi ki pichle week se Abbu ke left side upper teeth mein pain tha aur swelling bhi thi.

Lekin woh ignore kar rahe the.

Reason?

Humare chawl area mein unke according saare dentist lutaire - chor  hai. πŸ˜­πŸ˜‚ Aur mere Abbu ko chahiye tha ek luxury aur fancy clinic. Abbu is Abbu want luxury treatment. JB Nagar wale clinic mein doctor ne sirf check-up kiya.

Kuch medicines di. Aur next appointment de di.

Phir bole: "X-Ray karwana padega." Aur saath mein yeh bhi bataya ki 2 teeth toot gaye hai aur cavity bhi hai. Unhe nikalna padega.

Charges? 2.5k per tooth. Matlab total 5k. Aur X-Ray alag 500.

Wahhhh... Paise par paise kharch. 😭 Raat mein maine Abbu se ice-cream treat maang li. Half ice-cream khane ke baad mujhe yaad aaya ki maine Abbu ko offer hi nahi ki. Aur waise bhi main usse itne gande tareeke se kha chuki thi ki mujhe laga woh mana kar denge.

Maine bola: "Abbu taste karo na." Phir maine convince karne ke liye kaha:"Waise bhi mere teeth aapse zyada saaf hai. Puri kha lo." πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚

Aur guess what? Abbu ne le bhi li. Ice-cream sabko pasand hoti hai after all. πŸ¦πŸ˜‚

Raaste mein humne bahot saari baate ki. Uske baad medical store gaye. Aur yaha bhi ek choti si story hai. Maine socha Abbu ka phone le leti hu aur medicines lene ke saath-saath apni personal cheeze bhi le lungi.

Aur payment Abbu ke GPay se kar dungi. 😌

Lekin...

Abbu toh Abbu hai. Woh bole:

"Chal main bhi aata hu. Teri safety ke liye. Waha daru ke adde hai. Warna teri Ammi mujhe daantegi ki bacchi ko akele bhej diya."

Aur main andar hi andar soch rahi thi... "Abbu... main iss road par har roz akele aati hu." πŸ˜­πŸ˜‚

Phir hum dono saath gaye.

Medicines li. Aur ghar aa gaye. Ghar aakar maine kuch blogs post kiye. Aur phir so gayi.

Aur haan... Sone se pehle around 12:30 a.m. par maine garam garam, tasty wali Maggie bhi khaayi. 🍜✨

Aur uske baad din officially khatam.

Guys Maine bahot Friday ki Namaaz skip ki hai and when I want mujhe nasseb nahi hoti thi but finally Allah invited me.. Sukr and sukr

Alhamdulillah for everything. 🀍

— Safarnama πŸŒ™

DAY 168: 18-06-2026 πŸŒ™ | 2nd Moharram| Stories

18-06-2026 πŸŒ™ | 2nd Moharram

Assalamualaikum... Salam to the pretty face who is reading me. 🌸

Jaise ki maine last blog mein mention kiya tha, mujhe Karbala ki stories poori detail mein nahi pata. Bachpan se Taqreer (Bayaan) mein suna karti thi, isliye kuch parts yaad hain aur kuch bas dhundhle se memories ban kar reh gaye hain.

Areee yaar... "Taqreer" word sunte hi mere face par automatically smile aa gayi. 😭✨

Thoda sa aap sab ke saath share karu? If you don't mind reading my long blog...

Jab main around 3rd ya 4th standard mein thi, humare area mein Moharram ke dino mein Taqreer hoti thi — aur aaj tak hoti hai.

Front mein ek stage hota tha jahan Maulana sahab bayaan dete the. Stage ke saamne bahot saari chairs lagi hoti thi jahan mard log baithte the. Aur stage ke peeche parde se ek chhota sa tent type section banaya jaata tha — sirf ladies aur unke changu-mangu bachcho ke liye. πŸ˜‚

Koi ro raha hota tha, koi hass raha hota tha, koi bhaag raha hota tha...

Aur funny baat yeh hai ki meri aur Shalu (meri childhood friend) ki mummy toh kabhi aati hi nahi thi.

Lekin hum bacche?

Humara toh proper gang tha. 😎

Around 4-5 log milkar pehle men's section mein jaakar chairs par baith jaate the. Phir jab uncles humein bhaga dete the toh hum seedha ladies wale section mein aa jaate the.

Ab suno asli funny part...

Us waqt ke 10 rupaye, aaj ke 100 rupaye jaisa feel dete the. 🀌

10 rupaye mein lagta tha poori duniya khareed sakte hain.

Mera favourite combo tha:

Jaljira + Rasta (wala powder) mix karke chaatna. Flavour Katta and Sweeeeet.

Aur uske saath Chinese shop ki famous Schezwan chutney. 😭❤️

Socho... yeh baat around 10-12 saal purani hai aur mujhe aaj bhi sab yaad hai.

Humare area mein sirf ek hi Chinese shop thi jahan se famous Chicken Lollipop, Noodles aur Triple Rice milta tha.

Wahhhh...

Aaj bhi yaad karke muh mein paani aa gaya.

Sabse khaas unki handmade Schezwan chutney thi jo woh 2 rupaye mein dete the.

Aur guess what guys...

Humne woh chutney chori bhi ki hai. πŸ˜­πŸ˜‚

Jahan tak mujhe yaad hai, Leen (meri friend ki sister) ko hum log mission par bhejte the. Aur uncle ko sab pata hota tha. Hum professional chor toh the nahi. 🀣

Uncle seedha uske papa ko complain kar dete the: "Yeh sab milkar chutney chori karte hain."

Aaj sochti hu toh hassi bhi aati hai aur thodi sharam bhi. πŸ˜‚

Aur inn sab mastiyon ke beech... Humne kabhi dhang se Taqreer suni bhi nahi.

Mera chhota sa brain samajhne ki koshish karta tha, lekin aadhi baat samajh aati thi aur aadhi hawa mein ud jaati thi.

Bas kuch scenes, kuch jumle aur kuch emotions yaad reh gaye. Bachpan masti mein nikal gaya.

Woh bachpan wala excitement, woh friends ka gang, woh bina wajah hasna, bhaagna, daant khaana...

Shayad woh sab Taqreer se zyada yaad aata hai.  Aur shayad isi liye Moharram aate hi mujhe Karbala ki kahaniyon ke saath-saath apna bachpan bhi yaad aa jaata hai. πŸŒ™πŸ€

Kehna Kuch aur tha aur Kahani tho kuch aur hi ban Gayi

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Abb Chalo... Finally Karbala Ki Kahani Start Karte Hai... πŸŒ™πŸ–€

Jaise maine bola tha ki mujhe Karbala ki poori story nahi pata. Bachpan se Taqreer mai jo suna, uska thoda thoda part yaad hai aur abb jaakar mai khud bhi samajhne ki koshish kar rahi hu. From chatgpt and meri suni hue stories and from some reels and cross verification from Abbu.

Agar kahi koi mistake ho toh mujhe maaf kijiyega. Yeh mai ek student ki tarah likh rahi hu jo seekhne ki koshish kar rahi hai. 🀍

Sabse pehle hume Imam Hasan (A.S) aur Imam Husayn (A.S) ko jaana hoga.

Yeh dono humare Pyare Nabi Muhammad (S.A.W.) ke nawase (grandson) the. Unki beti Bibi Fatimah (A.S.) aur Hazrat Ali (A.S.) ke bete. Kehte hai Nabi-e-Kareem (S.A.W.) in dono se bahot mohabbat karte the. Unhe kandho par bithate the, gale lagate the aur unke liye dua karte the. Aur shayad isi liye aaj bhi jab Imam Hasan aur Imam Husayn ka naam aata hai toh dil mai ek alag hi izzat aur mohabbat aa jaati hai. 🀍

✨ Imam Hasan (A.S.) Ki Kahani

Hazrat Ali (A.S.) ki shahadat ke baad Imam Hasan (A.S.) Muslim Ummah ke leader bane. Us waqt Muslim duniya mai siyasi conflicts chal rahe the aur jang ka khatra tha. Imam Hasan (A.S.) agar chahte toh jang kar sakte the.Lekin unhone ek aisa faisla liya jo bahot logon ko uss waqt samajh nahi aaya. Unhone Muawiyah  ke saath sulah (peace treaty) kar li.

Q?

Q ki woh nahi chahte the ki hazaaro begunah Musalmanon ka khoon bahe. 

"Kabhi kabhi talwar uthana himmat hoti hai... Aur kabhi kabhi talwar neeche rakhna usse bhi badi himmat hoti hai."

 Imam Hasan (A.S.) ne hume sikhaya ki agar aman se masla solve ho sakta hai toh khoon bahane se bachna chahiye. Unki zindagi sabr, maafi aur sakhaawat ki misaal thi. na na.. Aaj bhi woh misaal hai Aur Islamic riwayat ke mutabiq baad mai unhe zeher (Hassan (A.S) unki wife ne diya tha) diya gaya aur woh shahadat ke martabe par faaiz hue.

✨ Imam Husayn (A.S.) Ki Kahani

Abb aati hai woh kahani jise hum Moharram mai yaad karte hai. Muawiyah ke inteqal ke baad unke bete Yazid hukmaran bane. Imam Husayn (A.S.) ko lagta tha ki Yazid ki hukumat insaaf aur Islam ke asal usoolon par nahi chal rahi. Isliye unhone Yazid ki bay'at (yazid ke rules) karne se inkaar kar diya.

And  Husayn (A.S.) lived in distance from Kufa but Kufa ke logon ne Imam Husayn (A.S.) ko khat likhe aur unhe bulaya.

Imam Husayn (A.S.) apne gharwalo aur wafadar saathiyon ke saath safar par nikle. Lekin raste mai halaat badal gaye. Aur phir woh jagah aayi jiska naam aaj bhi sunte hi dil bhar aata hai... Karbala. πŸ–€

2nd Moharram se lekar 9th Moharram tak Imam Husayn (A.S.) aur unke saathiyon ko mushkil se mushkil tar halaat ka saamna karna pada. Sabse dardnaak baat yeh thi ki unke camp ka paani band kar diya gaya. Furaat ka dariya saamne tha... Lekin paani tak pahunchne nahi diya gaya. Bachche pyaas se tadap rahe the.

Aur yeh soch kar hi dil bhaari ho jaata hai. Camp mai unka parivaar tha. Unke wafadar saathi the. Unki behen Bibi Zaynab (A.S.) thi. Aur chhote chhote bachche bhi the. sab ke alag -alag no.s hai 70-72-100 logo ka kafila tha

✨ 10th Moharram - Ashura

Phir aaya Ashura ka din. Ek taraf bahot badi fauj thi.

Aur doosri taraf sachchai ke liye khade kuch log. Imam Husayn (A.S.) ke saathi ek ek karke shahid hote gaye. Unke ghar ke afraad bhi shahid hue. Lekin kisi ne apna sar jhukaya nahi. Aakhir mai Imam Husayn (A.S.) bhi Karbala ki zameen par shahid hue. 680 CE ka woh din aaj bhi duniya bhar ke Musalman yaad karte hai. Kayi log Karbala ko sirf ek jang samajhte hai.

Lekin mere liye... Aur shayad bahot logon ke liye... Yeh sach aur jhoot ke beech ka farq samjhane wali kahani hai.

πŸŒ™ Ek Choti Si Reflection

Jab hum bacche hote hai na... Toh hume Karbala mai sirf bahaduri nazar aati hai.

Lekin jaise jaise hum bade hote hai... Hume Imam Hasan (A.S.) ka sabr samajh aata hai. Aur Imam Husayn (A.S.) ka sach ke liye khade rehna bhi. Ek bhai ne aman bachaya. Ek bhai ne haq bachaya. Dono ne Islam ke liye qurbani di. Aur shayad isi liye Moharram aate hi hum unhe sirf history ke characters ki tarah yaad nahi karte... Hum unhe mohabbat se yaad karte hai.

Salam Ya Hasan. 🀍 Salam Ya Husayn. πŸ–€πŸŒ™. Husain tuko jamana salam kehta hai..---



Guys Kaise lagi story.. Abb ek short summary maine present ki hu but  10 din mai bahot waqiya(parts hai), Detailing hai.. and I feel blessed mai awared hu. Inshaah mai aur research karugi to know what Islaam is and I will follow it too.

-Allhumdulilah

-Safarnama